FMUTM

haihz~when i thought there is no need for me to see notes anymore,is actually a big wrong.
luckily previously i already got my insurance license.
but now i need to take unit trust.
hopefully after this is my last last paper that i need to sit for it.
see-ing the notes so thick,i feel dizzy.
whenever i start study it,i will feel lazy and tired.
haihz.....
hopefully this saturday i cann pull through.

The Reality Is Cruel

Thought that even i left JTM, me and him still can be friends.
Or even bro....
Maybe i am just to naive to believe in him.
All his wordings is so fake now when i look backward.
His words and purely just words.
I wrongly justify him and believe him.
But anyway, it was great that i learn some morale values.
And my self confidence boosted in a way and it helps me in my current job.
Just one thing i sincerely don't understand.why can't they just be real?
Is it so hard?
Or because since the moment i left JTM i am a loser to them?
Thus giving me a cold shoulder?
This guys never learn and they always think they are always right.
What they want they must get it.
In a way, it might be a good motivation side.
But if over the limit, i could say they are heartless.
Anyway, i have no more single connection with them.
I delete them off my memory.
I enjoy my new family.
They show me the true side of them at the moment.
And they really guide me with cares and try to help me with their best.
At least here i can feel humanity and supports.

Farewell JTMs, last but not least i will still wish them all the best.

Hard Life and Challenge

Life never been easy.
I start feel the pressure and stress of working under quota.
Though i submitted a few loans application.
But in the end, all was rejected.
Man, how to hit my ESAU?
How to take leave for next week?
If continue like this i will have numerous stress and pressure hit on me.
God bless me please.