Convocation 2008

26th Of July.

A remarkable date,a great day.
A long awaited convocation has finally arrived.
7.20am I woke up and start prepare myself to college.As last minute i get to know graduand are suppose to reach college by 8am for gown dress up.
As i reach college around 8:30am,i was totally blur and clueless.
Seeing all the people in the room busy changing gown and dressing up the hood.
Dressing up the gown is piece of cake,but the hood is kinda troublesome.
I am helpless and clueless at that moment.At the same time,i feel that my college relationship with students from school of management was bad. *Laughing*
Anyway,i manage to dress up around 9am with helps from 2 lecturer and my friend hui hui.
After that around 9:30am we receive further instruction on the seating and we move up to 5th floor,our main hall.
Though the decoration at 5th floor was not really grand but after all it is still acceptable.
Through out the 4 hours of speech and presentation of cert,my comment would be boring,thirsty,hungry,and hot.*Future graduand,be prepare for it ya.*
After all those were done,of course it was photo section time.
Here i would like to share some of the photo taken on that day.

Queuing up for cert presentation

My dad,me and King Wai

My Dad and Me

Me and King Wai

My dad and my sister

Me and Leona

Mui Yoke and Jenny

Me and Uma

That's all i would like to share here.
For all my lovely friends who would love to see more of my convo picture,go to my friendster profile ya.Thanks~~

That's all for my convo experience.Want to know more?Ask me personally lor.....haha.
I would like to take the opportunity to thanks a few person for my success to convo.

1st and for most,i would love to thanks my parents.
For years they supported my education from low to top.
They never give up on me and they always support me.
They provided me millions of advise and encouragement to excel forward.
Without them,there is no me.
Without their support there won't be any future for me.
Thanks mum and dad.
I love you~~~

Secondly,i would like to thanks to mui yoke and jenny for attending my convo to take picture with me.
And also for the lovely snoopy.It's a great gift and a memorable day to take picture with both of you.
Definately the appearance from both of you spice up my convo.
Beside,mui yoke is one of the big support i have in my college life to keep on going.
She is the one advise me during my hard time and are always there when i need her.
Thanks for being there for me.

Thirdly,my college buddies:
King Wai,Aiyak,Jack,Sest Nee,Sai Hoong,Swee Yeong,Hui Hui,Joey,Leona,Shin,Erin,Chee How,Pick Ling and others classmates and coursemates (Sorry if i left out your name >.<")
Without you all,college life would be soooooo dead.
Because of all this companion,and the friendship it bright up my life at college.
College life would never be fun and memorable without you guys in the picture.

Lastly and not to forget,definately is the lecturer in UCSI.
Miss.Jasmine,Sarojini,Mr.Ho,Mr.Alan,Mr.Quah KS,Mr.Choi KS,Miss.Khor Ming Ming,and etc.
Their effort of teaching and guidance will always be recognise.
Though i might not have close relationship with them,but i deeply appreciate their heart and kindness to help us in our academic.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!!

That mark the end of my study life and a new starting point for the next level.
Wishing all my friends who have graduate all the best in their career and for those who still pursueing their studies,good luck and all the best.

P/S:I would love to attend your convocation.So remember invite me ya.

Job Interview

22nd July 2008.
I have an appointment with Distinctive Production company as Brand Executive.
When i reach the company blocks,it's actually a subsidiary company under Eureka.
Eureka is a company where they do corporate gifts.
Example: you register with AIA,and you will get some gift like cup and etc. That is where Eureka come into the play.They sell all those gift.

And now they have a new department where specialize in brand.
Because some of the big company tend to give the gift representing themselves.
So a high value gift is prefer.Thus,brand executive is needed to promote and sell the product to all this big company managing director.
So if i were to accept this job,i will need to deal with all this higher level people in the management.

The person who interview me,look and sound very interested to recruit me.
But at the same time,i realize i am not very keen to this job.
I don't know what is the main reason.
But there is a lot of things playing in my mind which i don't know why this will happen.

To deal with all this managing director class people,we need to have different skills from what i used to have in JTM.
The image projection is very very very extremely important.
And the presentation skill would be more formal and more professional.
And question for me here is,"Am i able to convince them and sell to them?"
Or shall i just give it a try?

I would really hope for a job from bank actually.
But i don't wanna waste time just by waiting.
Maybe i shall wait for the offer and see how.
Then only make up my mind?

Just hope god will give me some signal and show me the way.

Don't Doubt

I realize that we human tend to have 1 thing in common.
Which is we like to doubt and think think first.
Every time we want to make a decision,we will for sure pause for a while.
A few minutes,few hours,few days,weeks,months or even years.
During the process of doubting,we actually tend to lost the golden chances.
Life is unpredictable.
"We can't even predict tomorrow."
This is a sentence which Rico normally used to persuade people to sign up with WWF.
I realize this sentences applies in life and every single decision making.
If we keep on doubt and think,it's actually wasting our time.
Because during that process,we never take any step nor action.
Which means we are N.A.T.O (No Action Talk Only) at that moment.
What's the point if we don't act?

And human always have this problem in their mind,"What if........,If let's say this .............and etc".
We used to think something that might happen if we take this action and that might happen if we choose the other option.
If there is so many "IF" and the chances for us to predict future,i believe all of us would have become a millionaire.Why?Cause we can foresee future and hit the lottery.

During the first month in JTM,i use to doubt while approaching people.
Typical question that always play around my mind is:

1. What if they reject me?
2. What if they don't stop?
3. What if they just ignore me?
4. What if they give me tons of negative?
5. What if they no credit card?
6. what if they don't sign and waste my time?
7. and BLA BLA BLA................

That's one of the reason i fail to stop and do a full presentation to improve myself.
And i always saw the people that i "doubt" to stop i let them go and end up Rico and some other senior signed them up.

That's how i realize life is unpredictable.If there is a chance,no matter it's a small or even slim we must GRAB it.
Cause...............WE WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL THE RESULT BE.
Life is a "TRIAL AND ERROR" process.
Never try,never know.

Every second is gold.Who knows the decision that u made in just a single second would have change your life or change your view?

If fail or the result of the decision is bad,just take it as an experience,learn it,stand up and walk again.
That's why "EVERYDAY IS A LEARNING PROCESS".

No matter what decision it is,don't doubt too long.
Second chance will never ever come often.
Life,studies,love and work.......everything is just the same.
Take it or leave it.Do or die mentality is good in a way.

Inconsiderate

Why people always tend to judge things from their perspective?
Why don't they look from the victim side?Or view it the other way?
Or best way,just accept other's people decision?

I know there is people doing good or even great in JTM.
But there is also many one who fail in JTM.I guess the ratio of success and fail is 1 : 10
As for me,i left because i am not happy in there.
I am not satisfy with Jack.I don't really like the environment anymore.
Is not about sales!I believe i have the skill,but i am LAZY to do it.
Cause i am not interested with it and I've got no heart to continue.
Why can't they just accept it and be considerate?
Why must they say "i could do easily in this job,i really don't understand why you can't?"
Why are they so judgmental?
Why can't they be like Robert or Janiel (The CDA admin)?
Try to put themselves in our shoe and things will not be so complicated.
Why they have to make things so complicated?

Even i left,i still receive some feed back from the those who is still in JTM.
And the feed back is a NEGATIVE feed back.
I really wonder,have they ever think of their failure reason?
Since they so like to compare,why don't they compare themselves with other APPCO subsidiary?
Why Pacific can do so well?Why they got no problem to recruit and retain people?
Or they feel they got no problem at all?the problem is with those who quit JTM?

Ah Pak San Journey

9th Of July 2008: Journey To Ah Pak San
8am King the Skinny reach my home.We go Ah Pak San and begin our journey around 8:15am.

Summary of Ah Pak San:
Divided into 7 levels.
Level 1,2 and 3 is hardest part.
Level 4,5,6 and 7 is quite relax.
Route to waterfall is another challenging area. (30 minutes walk from station 5)
The summit is at Saga area. (Nearby Ampang)

Brief Story On Our Journey:

Climbing up the hill in level 1,2 and 3 is really a good challenge.No point saying it here,so i better leave it to you all to try out and see how was it.Just 1 word "SYOK".My pair of leg really shaking after past level 1,2, and 3.The energy that i used,really fantastic.While climbing,i really notice that most of the people who climb that day all aged 30+.That shows that me and king wai is the youngest already. *Giggle*
While at the station 5 rest place,we saw 3 auntie.They talked a lot and say "Come early go water fall then continue go top is very good".One of the tree got a sign "To the right:Waterfall 30 minutes walks".After a short rest,me and king wai walk towards water fall.Walking half way,we aware something is wrong.WHY ARE WE NOT MOVING UPWARDS?It's a plain straight road and no sign of "Level 6".Shit!Guess the waterfall and level 6 direction is separated.What we guessed is correct.But anyway,the water there is very chilling and nice.So so so refreshing after some hard time.Lol.Here are some of the picture of the waterfall while we are resting.





Me and King Wai tend to invite a group of friend to go there play water.Since it's not too big nor not too small.Suitable for a small group of friend.Too bad that day me and him is not well prepared for water splashing.If not,hahahahahaha!!!!!

NOTE:We both wear same style that day. ^^

After waterfall,we use another 30 minutes to reach station 5 and later proceed to level 7 the peak.Once we reach level 7,there is a group of people camping there?I not sure is it camping or just 1 day trip.Cause i saw gas stove,food and etc.There is one uncle there tell us that we actually already walk till Saga Hill which is nearby Ampang area.Another 20 minutes walk,we will reach Saga Hill restaurant.Which is located at Taman Muda.Most of the people were surprise with us that we actually climb the hill without any preparation.We only bring a 350ml water through out our journey. *Faint*



Some of the picture at the peak.We are HERO!!!wakakaka~

Time Spent On This Journey:
Starting point to Waterfall: 1H 07M
Waterfall to Saga Summit: 1H 04M
Sage Summit to Starting Point: 58M
*Used my handphone as Stopwatch.

That's the journey me and king wai had.
So who is next wanna join me for water splashing or hill climbing?

Relief

Dated on 5th July 2008.It was my last day in JTM.
Early morning whole JTM core leader knew it was my last day.
Jack indirectly shoot me during the bell ringing section and he try to spoil the friendship between me and Cheah.
hahahahaha~~~~how silly is jack?why is he so childish?
The moment i walking to the car after de-merch,my heart turned heavy.
I will miss this big family.Especially Rico,Yoko,Robert,and other newcomer/brothers sisters in JTM.

The friendship and brotherhood that i build with Rico was one of the greatest thing i can have in here.
At the beginning i thought he will disappointed with my attitude and we could never be friend anymore.
But,unexpectedly he replied my sms early saturday morning.
It was quite touching that i still have him as my friend and even maybe as my brother.

After quitting JTM,i feel at ease.
I feel relief and relax.
Looking backwards at the days i had in JTM was exhausting.
But the sweet and fun memories will always be in my heart too.
For the past 2 months i had,it's never been easy and i can see a lot of changes in me.
Especially "From non smiling face to a smiling face" which is a very obvious improvement noticed by Rico and the group of people in JTM.

I will never forget everything that is taught by Rico,Yoko and Robert.
As i treasure the relationship that we had more than a ton of gold.
Wishing them all the best in their journey in JTM.
As for me,"things come around and goes around" and my life is still like a unsettle puzzle.
A new journey and adventure will begin soon.

God bless~

Disatisfactoy

I said i will tried my best.
But end up i give up. . . .and i don't give a damn to my job at all.
Too many thing make me feel fed up.
My final interview,Jack said no "FAVOURTISM".
Hmm.............how to define this word?
It mean no favorable or extra concern about a person in the company.Everyone is treated equally.
BULL SHIT!
One of the example,Sam. I believe many people will feel that Jack likes him a lot.
Everyday he will mentioned bout SAM SAM SAM~~~
He never dump him into a BAD area.All the while he will be located at highly potential places.
Jack spend his time with Sam.Guiding him how to be leader and management.

Second example,Desmond.Since the 1st day he joined very obvious Jack likes him a lot too.
Jack even went down to the field personally and give him guidance and coaching personally.
Spending most of his times with Desmond.Even Desmond don't have sales,but he still can eat lunch with Jack at Leisure Mall Wong Kok.If others no sales and eat with him at Wong Kok,what will Jack said?
"How many sales you got?How many full pitch you got?GO DO MORE LA!" *LOL*

Desmond even use his field time to fetch Jack back to office from Leisure Mall.Isn't that time consuming and time diffusion?
Jack dare to say me about fetching Ai Leen back home is a bit waste of time.He dare say "I not very angry with him cause he fetch my people back home cause of injury."
"Not very angry" mean he still got angry.
And he said i am wasting my time.
F*CK him!

Desmond haven't complete his COD (Cycle Of Developement) stage 1. Which is the basic in our company and Desmond himself said he don't know how to teach it.
BUT...................Jack still give him observer.
FANTASTIC!!!JUICE BY THAT.

No FAVOURTISM? BULL SHIT!!!!

Overall,he is just an owner that want people to obey his word and take his word for granted.
By the way,for those who reading, let me ask you;"you have an idol,do you need to follow what your idol do?"
EG: I set Michael Jordan as my idol due to his success. Does that mean i need to follow each and every single things of him?
If your answer is NO,you will be screwed by Jack.We need to follow our idol's footstep one.

And 1 more thing,i fetched him back home to the doorsteps.I never receive a single cent from him.But i am fine cause i am willing to fetch him and i never demand the money from him.
But when he get down, he tell me "Justin,i also don't want to pay you la.Just now my heart feel like pay you one.But i really not in the mood to pay you.Don't know why you always so bad luck.Every time Cheah fetch me,i sure pay him one.And bla bla bla.................."
MAN!!!WTF?
Did i ask you for petrol?
You want pay then pay la don't want then just STFU and get your F*CKING ass off from my car.
Don't waste my precious time to rest and go back home.
What he trying to signal?My face looks suck?Or he fancy Cheah more?

Man,why can't he just take other people opinion and try use his smart brain to think?
If he is willing to listen and change,i believe he could be a better person.
Have him ever doubt why his company never grow?
Always range from 10-15 peoples after a year he established Jack Tan Marketing?
Don't he feel that he himself got problem?

And oh yeah,this friday is going to be my last day.i GIVE UP and i FED UP.
Enough is enough.He better don't argue with me without logic when i want to resign.
I definitely will fight back to protect myself and my dignity.