06 October 2010

Life of a Working Person

So many people has been asking, what do you work or why do we need to work??
My answer to this is because WE WANT THE MONEY.
We need the money to cover our expenses and so on.
We need the money to do what we wanted to do so much.

So we are basically paid to suffer all the complaints in our life.
We complaint about bosses, supervisor, job, and etc.
But we still have to work for it.
Look at the below paradigm:


Here is my thought of what does this paradigm shows:


1) It shows the number of those position in an organization. As usual below executive are paid LOW. But their work load are forever HUGE.


2) While those at top (Asst. Manager), they are paid HIGH but work load are forever LOW.


This is the reality. Some of them at top, only know how to delegate and never work with their tiny brain. (I wouldn't forget there is still good asst. manager/supervisor)


So what they do most of the time? They are basically Kiwi (Not the fruit, but is a brand for a shoe polishing). And beside that, maybe i can say they are good actor and actress. Especially when in front of the big bosses. They are the amazing 2 mask asshole.


They just learn how to give instruction and those below them are to work like a cow. Basically i would classified those who give instruction are typically an OX or buffalo.


They just don't know how to respect their subordinate.


But what to do? this is the reality and what we called working life.


We just got to suffer for the sake of the salary.


That's why i think money always do the talking.


Bear with it and live with it. Reality brings cruelty.
Picture below is another good illustration on an organization.

17 August 2010

Bad Day

Sometimes when things don't goes will it will keep on coming.
As usual, i know that i will face this kind of situation at least once a year.
I really hope when all this past, things will turn better as time goes by.

21 July 2010

Sorrow

Feeling of sorrow are returning, as i can feel that i am going to lose "you".
Such a Wonder-Kiet i am.
I never seems to know my direction and i am totally lost.
I feel so heavy. Where is my paradise?

28 June 2010

Orange the Remedy for FLU


Thanks to orange, it cure my flu.
Hehe~ an orange i will never forget.

07 June 2010

Bad Bad Dream

It was such a bad dream that i ever had since i was in primary school or kindergarden?
Is a dream where it really woke me up in tears.
I dreamt that my mum already left this world.
At this moment, i still can accept as i believe 1 day we will still leave this world.
But, i even dream of my mum suddenly appear in front of me.
She prepared a lot of dishes and my favourite food.
Automatically, she talk to me and i sat beside her.
But i didn't manage to hug her and see her face.
All i can is just chat and listen to her voices.
Up to here, i was waken by shock and sorrow.
Woke up with tears...........
Through this dream, i can really feel the pain and sorrow.
I can feel the love from my mum and her care was so wonderful.
Regardless of where she is, her love and care were always there.
It will always be by side.....
It also makes me realize, how happy and grateful that we are with mum's cook.
Her cooks represent her love, and care to us.
Mum, i love you.
Thanks for all your hardwork and effort all the while.
You are the best....
Wishing you stay healthy.

17 May 2010

17/05/2010

Today is Monday, as normal we started off with a slow tempo.
Everything seems to move so slowly.
Ah Leen MSN-ed me, and talk about mother's day.
How did i celebrate with her and so on.
But, unfortunately i was not able to provide her with an answer.
Indeed, i wish i can tell people i at least do something for my mum on such a special occasion.
But ever since the incident happened, me and my mum never talk with each other for quite some time.
It is the first time i face such kind of situation that my mum ignoring me for so long.
I am not sure what i am doing is right or wrong.
I can't make a firm decision in between the 2 important ladies.
I don't wish anyone of them get hurt.
Why can't it just be i am the one to suffer and go through all this?

What Ah Leen said is so true and i know that.
We can never predict tomorrow, and don't leave our life with regret.
Indeed i am suffering to looking on my responses each day.
I feel heart pain as in i am hurting someone who is so important to me.
She raised me up....
She have gone through all the hard times.
What she is hoping from us, would just be our happiness and health.
Is not wealth and prosper from us.
So is it right for me to make her continue ignoring me?
Or shall i seek other alternative to build back the relationship between me and my mum?
I wish there is other alternative.

When it comes to this situation, i feel like i am drowning.
Exhausted mentally. . . . .
Or is it the problem purely because of myself?
I am still doubting and continue to doubt. . . . . .

11/05/2010

I realize sometimes i am very fortunate.
I am not sure whether it is an arrangment from god or it is just purely luck.
Sometimes when I overlook something or missed out something, the next day i am fortunate enough to finish it.
It just seems that i feel something is not right or automatically i will proceed to the place.
It just happen, but anyhow we should never take all this fortune for granted.
As it might not represent something and still lack of something.
It is wise for us to double check and confirm everything that we need to do.
:D