Jobless

Sometimes jobless can really make us feel demotivated as well as mood less.
Some people question me "so long already, you still haven't found a job?".
Yeah, i know it might be quite some time already.
But, do you guys think i intend to do so?
Of course not. I myself would have been struggling for my own expenses as well.
But jobs which come to me, mainly is sales.
Earlier round i do feel that i enjoy working sales.
As i believe sales job is one of the fastest way for us to accel and earn money at the young age.
But looking at the current market, i feel that i would have something which is more stable and steady.
I wanna build a strong foundation and experience ground which enable me to jump to the higher level.
What if sales job can't provide security to me?
What if i can't pass my probation?
I will just be wasting 6 months and 6 months again.
Is that the way i want it to be?
Sales might consist of hardworks and a little bit of luck.
Like doing sales in SCB, sometimes i submitted so many loan application.
And yet, what turn out is that all the loan application is rejected.
SCB just ignore what the reason for their late payment or etc, and we just can't do anything.
Now i am looking forward for position such as Business Development, Event Coordinator, or even Customer Service (after sales services).
All these job i believe hardworks and willingness to learn will help us to advance.
In this mean time i just wanna get job like this and learn more things.
With sufficient working experience, i believe it will be a good help in the future for my career advancement.
Though i am slightly demotivated, but all these won't kill me.
I will pick up this challenge!
GAMBATE!

Following interview :

26th June : Business Development Executive with Pacific Asiawide.
30th June : Training and Development with Elken.

Hope either one of it will be the one who need me.

15/06/2009

Powerful wave been attacking me non stop.
When will it stops?
I don't know how much longer i can withstand this powerful wave.
It's been hitting me again and again.
When will the wave stop and come the calm weather?
I really hope i can see that day soon as i do not know how much longer i can take it.
I will keep on fight against it until my last breath or even last struggle.
I still have faith in everything i grab.
I would be able to turn things around rather than being controlled by the situation.

Sunday Playground Kena Rampas

It wasn't a good sunday to many of us who actively been playing badminton every sunday at Angkasa Condo for almost 1 year+.
Actually when the security guard asked me "you got tenancy card?", it have ring my alarm.
It's been a while that non of the security ask us this question.
And what I predicted really happened.
2 securities came in and asked us for tenancy card.
They even bring along a digital camera to snap our faces.
How ridiculous. . . . .
They said they receive complaints for tenants in there.
Regardless of what complaints they receive, we never mess up their courts or even steal reserved courts.
What we normally do is, we check the booking list.
And if that courts is not booked, we will use it.
If really got people come and claim they booked it, we will just let them play.
Haha~
but after considering deeply, we also earn a lot.
At least we have been playing for almost 1 year without paying a single penny on the court's money.
Hehe~
Now all we need is to search for another playground.

04/06/2009

Things just don't always happened like what we wish to happened.
If i know magic, i really wish i know how to turn back the clock.
And change everything that is unhappy.
I hope i am a clown as well.
Sometimes i feel that clown is a noble job.
Regardless of any situation, they will still try to make peoples around them happy.
Their make up, covered their face.
Making us cannot differentiate they are happy or sad.
But now, i wish i have a clown beside me as well.
To inspire me.

Life is just like a beautiful ocean.
Wave just come without notice.
Never plan, sense, feel, or anything.
I guess journey is just the person who makes their mark on the beautiful sands.
Making their foot print moving forward.
Without knowing what is in front of them, continue move forward.
Don't think and just explore to face what is in front the path.
Today marks the 1st step of my foot prints.
I guess this is my destiny to move forward.