Today at around 2pm+ she bring back yen to me.
She also give back everything that i gave her except those birthday gift.
I start wondering how is she going to charge her MP4 player since her MP4 charger spoil?
Anyway,i still hope i can be around to help her and she will accept my help.
Though we are not couple,but as a friend we also should be helping each other.
If my friend ask me,what's my feelings towards her now.......
I think i will just keep it to myself.
Yen is back,my mum nag at me.
She even comment bout my relationship.
And i do take her advise and i think next time i will be a better person.
Thanks mum~you are always the best.
There is lots more thing need to be settle down when Yen is here.
Life is going to be more challenging i guess?
24 December 2007
23 December 2007
Fix Pc Problem
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Here is a site where it save my pc after i format it.
I realise this site could be helpful for pc solution.
Thus i include it in my blog so that in future if i face the same error or different error,i can use this link as my guide.
Here is a site where it save my pc after i format it.
I realise this site could be helpful for pc solution.
Thus i include it in my blog so that in future if i face the same error or different error,i can use this link as my guide.
21 December 2007
Hard works Pay Off
Effort that poured in and sweats that drop will see the fruitful result in the end.
I really wonder why ppl still work hard and strive so hard sometimes.
After this few days,i really understand things really never come easy and smoothly.
All we can do is just keep on try and try and try.Never give up and just keep on try.
If fell down,never say "We can't" and we should stand up and continue move forward.
Journey is a bumpy road with unexpected waves.
Never think impossible and not achievable.
If there is a will,there is a way.
"Winners never quit,and quitters never win."
Every successful story comes with a bitter experience.
I really wonder why ppl still work hard and strive so hard sometimes.
After this few days,i really understand things really never come easy and smoothly.
All we can do is just keep on try and try and try.Never give up and just keep on try.
If fell down,never say "We can't" and we should stand up and continue move forward.
Journey is a bumpy road with unexpected waves.
Never think impossible and not achievable.
If there is a will,there is a way.
"Winners never quit,and quitters never win."
Every successful story comes with a bitter experience.
Unspoken Words
How hard to say out something in our heart?
Not at all?
But when i chat with her,i am being silly.
Asking craps and talking bullshit.
Haha...and i get back cold feedback and response.
Fine,since we are both are not connected anymore.
But still there is so much i want to ask and talk with her.
I am worried bout her health and and her family.
Anyway,i know my position and i shouldn't ask too much or say too much.
But like Yen,i wanted to ask when is she going to give me back.
But still i feel so hard to ask out or voice out.
Well,i shall just wait and let her be.
Maybe she is not willing and really hard to bid farewell too.
Well,human are totally a very emotional mammal.
Hope i can really help her lighten her burden and problem though we are not couple,
What are friends for?
"Saying much will just lead to more misunderstand."
Not at all?
But when i chat with her,i am being silly.
Asking craps and talking bullshit.
Haha...and i get back cold feedback and response.
Fine,since we are both are not connected anymore.
But still there is so much i want to ask and talk with her.
I am worried bout her health and and her family.
Anyway,i know my position and i shouldn't ask too much or say too much.
But like Yen,i wanted to ask when is she going to give me back.
But still i feel so hard to ask out or voice out.
Well,i shall just wait and let her be.
Maybe she is not willing and really hard to bid farewell too.
Well,human are totally a very emotional mammal.
Hope i can really help her lighten her burden and problem though we are not couple,
What are friends for?
"Saying much will just lead to more misunderstand."
19 December 2007
Poem
Fallen hair resemble fallen love,
broken glasses reflecting silent hope,
where live seems so low,
there is a dim light,
shining our path,
for a better tomorrow~
broken glasses reflecting silent hope,
where live seems so low,
there is a dim light,
shining our path,
for a better tomorrow~
18 December 2007
Why why love?
Just wanna say that Tv8 that drama at 8:30pm attracted me again.
Maybe i really enjoy all this love drama.
It makes me live in fantasy as 99.99% of all this drama end like fairy tale stories.
And of course it give us hints and idea in love situation and problem.
As for today in Ep2,the main actress Yang Chen Ling (known as Tong Jia Di in this drama),she left me a good sentence.
"If we don't put any hope,we will not receive any disappointment."
Hmm.......maybe is good and maybe not.
It could be just a way to prevent being hurt and disappointed.
We shall have hope in our life to live and move on.
So,from this i get to know even better that when we evaluate a thing and a problem,we should see from both positive and the negative side.
Problem arise is just a test from god.He have arrange everything,so everything happened sure have it own reason behind.
After overcome a problem,it is the moment we become stronger and understand more thing better.
Cherish your experience.
Never give up~
Maybe i really enjoy all this love drama.
It makes me live in fantasy as 99.99% of all this drama end like fairy tale stories.
And of course it give us hints and idea in love situation and problem.
As for today in Ep2,the main actress Yang Chen Ling (known as Tong Jia Di in this drama),she left me a good sentence.
"If we don't put any hope,we will not receive any disappointment."
Hmm.......maybe is good and maybe not.
It could be just a way to prevent being hurt and disappointed.
We shall have hope in our life to live and move on.
So,from this i get to know even better that when we evaluate a thing and a problem,we should see from both positive and the negative side.
Problem arise is just a test from god.He have arrange everything,so everything happened sure have it own reason behind.
After overcome a problem,it is the moment we become stronger and understand more thing better.
Cherish your experience.
Never give up~
15 December 2007
15th December 2008
15th used to be my favourite number.
Anyway,15th will till be a most memorable number and day for me.
It's mean too much for me.
Though today i past my day with my friends,it is still better than i alone at home and thinking something i shouldn't.
Thanks to Jack,Aiyak,and Pooi Yin.
Have a great laugh and being silly at Ikea furniture section. XD
It's a good memory too.
While looking at the beautiful christmas setting at the curve,well my heart feel cold only.
Can't really feel the warm christmas feel.
Will it be a lonely christmas or again all of a sudden a bunch of friends bring me out and cheer up my day?
Just wait and see as everyday is mysterious and full of unexpected.
Anyway,15th will till be a most memorable number and day for me.
It's mean too much for me.
Though today i past my day with my friends,it is still better than i alone at home and thinking something i shouldn't.
Thanks to Jack,Aiyak,and Pooi Yin.
Have a great laugh and being silly at Ikea furniture section. XD
It's a good memory too.
While looking at the beautiful christmas setting at the curve,well my heart feel cold only.
Can't really feel the warm christmas feel.
Will it be a lonely christmas or again all of a sudden a bunch of friends bring me out and cheer up my day?
Just wait and see as everyday is mysterious and full of unexpected.
Coincidence?
I realize everything that happen around me is same thing.
Like,many tell me bout breaking up with their other half,PC break down cause of virus,and etc etc.
Why does everyone facing the same problem at the same time?
Trend?Norm?Or is it really coincidence?
Life really is like a big big circulation......
Everyone will have the same up and down.
And many will face the same problem at the same time.
Only thing is they face it at a different location.
Anyway,no matter what happen and how bad it is,just take it as a challenge.
It's just a test from God.
Life is not always easy,but cherish everything and grow with our experience.
Never give up is always the best keyword for every negative situation. ^^
Like,many tell me bout breaking up with their other half,PC break down cause of virus,and etc etc.
Why does everyone facing the same problem at the same time?
Trend?Norm?Or is it really coincidence?
Life really is like a big big circulation......
Everyone will have the same up and down.
And many will face the same problem at the same time.
Only thing is they face it at a different location.
Anyway,no matter what happen and how bad it is,just take it as a challenge.
It's just a test from God.
Life is not always easy,but cherish everything and grow with our experience.
Never give up is always the best keyword for every negative situation. ^^
13 December 2007
The Power Of Love
lolx.....
it's funny to see many of my friends complaint bout how bad their bf is.
while i listen to all their stories,i wonder why the bf treat them not good but they still want to tolerate?
and even pamper to boy more....
well is this what we call love is blind?
i was wondering,does what the girl sacrifice is worth?
i mean does all this tolerance will give her a good ending?
no one knows until the day it come.
just feel weird why girl flow tears and feel sad,but they still want to tolerate.
why suffering,but still trying to hold on?
er.......if it was me...........maybe i will do the same too.
nevertheless,i would tolerate with my loved one.
but if ppl ask for my advise,i would just say "do what you feel u should.try your best.and till one day u can't take it,u know what is going to be."
The power of love,is really something so mysterious and great.
It blind us and make us loses our rational~
well,last words from me to my couple friends is "wish u all good luck and hope you all found your happiness. ^^"
it's funny to see many of my friends complaint bout how bad their bf is.
while i listen to all their stories,i wonder why the bf treat them not good but they still want to tolerate?
and even pamper to boy more....
well is this what we call love is blind?
i was wondering,does what the girl sacrifice is worth?
i mean does all this tolerance will give her a good ending?
no one knows until the day it come.
just feel weird why girl flow tears and feel sad,but they still want to tolerate.
why suffering,but still trying to hold on?
er.......if it was me...........maybe i will do the same too.
nevertheless,i would tolerate with my loved one.
but if ppl ask for my advise,i would just say "do what you feel u should.try your best.and till one day u can't take it,u know what is going to be."
The power of love,is really something so mysterious and great.
It blind us and make us loses our rational~
well,last words from me to my couple friends is "wish u all good luck and hope you all found your happiness. ^^"
11 December 2007
1 month
Time past and go~
Without a notice i have lost someone so precious for 1 month~
It's been hard and my life seems so low at the beginning of seperation.
Worst of it,i still dream of her.
Anyway,i start feel tired and get use to single life.
Though sometimes i will still dream of her,
WAKE UP YwK.If she is your's then she will be your's.
Really?Well,I shall just let it flow naturally and see if me and her really got fate.
Anyway,I really hope we both still can remain as friends.
From deep down of my heart,I hope she will be happy and found her happiness (though is not me).
I won't forget every single smile she leave in my memories.
As long as she is happy,i will be happy too.
"I live in your shadow,
I cherish the moment we had,
I cherish the memories you left,
With just a simple smile from you,
It's like a melody from a beauty angel,
Though we are not along anymore,
My blessing,wishes and guardian shall surround you,
With love and cares deep down of my heart,
I wish you."
Without a notice i have lost someone so precious for 1 month~
It's been hard and my life seems so low at the beginning of seperation.
Worst of it,i still dream of her.
Anyway,i start feel tired and get use to single life.
Though sometimes i will still dream of her,
WAKE UP YwK.If she is your's then she will be your's.
Really?Well,I shall just let it flow naturally and see if me and her really got fate.
Anyway,I really hope we both still can remain as friends.
From deep down of my heart,I hope she will be happy and found her happiness (though is not me).
I won't forget every single smile she leave in my memories.
As long as she is happy,i will be happy too.
"I live in your shadow,
I cherish the moment we had,
I cherish the memories you left,
With just a simple smile from you,
It's like a melody from a beauty angel,
Though we are not along anymore,
My blessing,wishes and guardian shall surround you,
With love and cares deep down of my heart,
I wish you."
Fairy Tales
Well,since small we used to listen and see all this fairy tales story.
Snow white meeting her prince,cinderella meeting a fairy and found her true love and etc etc.
That's why till today,fairy tales is still one of the most things that ppl will dream of.
After watching the TVB Drama Under The Canopy Of Love (Tin Mok Ha Dik Luin Yan),i feel touch.
I really believe that ppl with fate,no matter how hard in the end will still be together.
What they need is just trust in the relationship~
Anyway,when my mum said "it's just drama.in reality it won't happen."
That sentences kind of breaking my dream.lolx~
anyway it's true....we can't always live in fantasy.
The world is moving so fast,quit from fantasy and live on in the reality.
Anyway,fairy tales give us a hope and dreams to live on.
And I still believe one day i can create my own fairy tales rather than admiring created fairy tales.
GO GO GO WITH LOVE~
Snow white meeting her prince,cinderella meeting a fairy and found her true love and etc etc.
That's why till today,fairy tales is still one of the most things that ppl will dream of.
After watching the TVB Drama Under The Canopy Of Love (Tin Mok Ha Dik Luin Yan),i feel touch.
I really believe that ppl with fate,no matter how hard in the end will still be together.
What they need is just trust in the relationship~
Anyway,when my mum said "it's just drama.in reality it won't happen."
That sentences kind of breaking my dream.lolx~
anyway it's true....we can't always live in fantasy.
The world is moving so fast,quit from fantasy and live on in the reality.
Anyway,fairy tales give us a hope and dreams to live on.
And I still believe one day i can create my own fairy tales rather than admiring created fairy tales.
GO GO GO WITH LOVE~
04 December 2007
Frozen Heart
Life goes on,but my heart seems to be stop beating.
Time past so fast,but everything around me seems to move so slow.
Since the day you've gone,my life left black and white.
I'm all alone in the dark.
When can i see daylight again?
Well,life is always full of unexpected.Where things goes so well,it's actually big surprise going to freak us off.Thus.i guess we shall always prepare for the worst.This few weeks,i've really been through a hard and tough moment.Might not be the worst,but still it's hurt me badly.
I asking myself,how can we forget 1 person?To remember them,we just need to have love and care.Thus to forget 1,does it mean we need to hate them and make us suffer for a period.As hatred make us feel bad and suffer.Life is really unpredictable~
I feel so tired,tired and sickening of everything.Up ahead me and right in front of me,is going to be a long and hard road to walk and it might be a lonely journey.God please give me strength and guide me through all this hard time.
I am an eagle with a pairs of broken wings.
Time past so fast,but everything around me seems to move so slow.
Since the day you've gone,my life left black and white.
I'm all alone in the dark.
When can i see daylight again?
Well,life is always full of unexpected.Where things goes so well,it's actually big surprise going to freak us off.Thus.i guess we shall always prepare for the worst.This few weeks,i've really been through a hard and tough moment.Might not be the worst,but still it's hurt me badly.
I asking myself,how can we forget 1 person?To remember them,we just need to have love and care.Thus to forget 1,does it mean we need to hate them and make us suffer for a period.As hatred make us feel bad and suffer.Life is really unpredictable~
I feel so tired,tired and sickening of everything.Up ahead me and right in front of me,is going to be a long and hard road to walk and it might be a lonely journey.God please give me strength and guide me through all this hard time.
I am an eagle with a pairs of broken wings.
13 September 2007
Feeling Unwell
What's wrong with me today?
Cold sweat,stomach unwell,right eye pain,and shivering?
I feel so suffer the whole afternoon,can't sleep and can't stand.
Feel like asking for help,but no one in my house.
I start know the bad point of alone in the house when not feeling well.
Sleeping that time is quite a pain,where i feel so cold but my face area sweating.
However,after few hours of rest and nap,i feel better by now.
Luckily no need to consult doctor and waste a sum of money.
These few days i sense there is a lot of bumpy roads i am going to face.
But i believe i can go through it!
Cold sweat,stomach unwell,right eye pain,and shivering?
I feel so suffer the whole afternoon,can't sleep and can't stand.
Feel like asking for help,but no one in my house.
I start know the bad point of alone in the house when not feeling well.
Sleeping that time is quite a pain,where i feel so cold but my face area sweating.
However,after few hours of rest and nap,i feel better by now.
Luckily no need to consult doctor and waste a sum of money.
These few days i sense there is a lot of bumpy roads i am going to face.
But i believe i can go through it!
Life Goes On
Yeps,i am unhappy but still the earth is moving,and so i need to follow.
Omg,today was a tiring day.where i took few hours nap and send my mum to the airport.
Wakakakaka......1 week domination of house."hideko in the house!"....xD
Beside,i meet up with my soon-to-be-air hostess friends(called Elly) at the airport.why meet her?
Me and her got relationship?no no no~it's because she need to renew her passport badly.
So i give her a ride and some help only.and well,on the way back from KLIA to my house,i went Through many unnecessary road.wakakakaka.....but it seems to be faster than the one i used to know.lolx~~~~~
Well,it's kinda happy when i manage to help Elly to renew her passport.and she treated me a McD big breakfast.hurray~~^^
After she collect her passport,i send her to Tasik Selatan for KLIA transit.
Once i reach home,i need to prepare dog food!!!
Hope they don't "lao sai".........
They are fortunate enough to taste my cook.lol~~~~
That's the highlighted of the day.
Anyway,happy or unhappy life still goes on.
Always looking for a better tomorrow.....
Omg,today was a tiring day.where i took few hours nap and send my mum to the airport.
Wakakakaka......1 week domination of house."hideko in the house!"....xD
Beside,i meet up with my soon-to-be-air hostess friends(called Elly) at the airport.why meet her?
Me and her got relationship?no no no~it's because she need to renew her passport badly.
So i give her a ride and some help only.and well,on the way back from KLIA to my house,i went Through many unnecessary road.wakakakaka.....but it seems to be faster than the one i used to know.lolx~~~~~
Well,it's kinda happy when i manage to help Elly to renew her passport.and she treated me a McD big breakfast.hurray~~^^
After she collect her passport,i send her to Tasik Selatan for KLIA transit.
Once i reach home,i need to prepare dog food!!!
Hope they don't "lao sai".........
They are fortunate enough to taste my cook.lol~~~~
That's the highlighted of the day.
Anyway,happy or unhappy life still goes on.
Always looking for a better tomorrow.....
12 September 2007
李聖傑 - 最近
Why am i using a song as my title?
Life is like a big stage of orchestra.
Music reflect our emotion.lately,i start love this song badly (though my mandarin sucks).
The lyric touch my hearts and it's very meaningful for me.
Being unhappy and down really not a nice feel.
I've been listening this songs for almost 5-6 times/day.omg,i'm a 最近 addict.
The phrase "we are not match and we are not surrendering" is quite a good phrase.
But can i do it?well,just wish me luck guys and girls who read this.
Thought i don't know if i can create my own fairy tales.
The other part "what you need,i can't fulfill it and what i can give,it's not what you need" is Another part where i think reflecting me.omg,this song killing me softly and making me awake and aware.
This songs seems to signal me many things.
I've found my "song of life time".......what about you?
Life is like a big stage of orchestra.
Music reflect our emotion.lately,i start love this song badly (though my mandarin sucks).
The lyric touch my hearts and it's very meaningful for me.
Being unhappy and down really not a nice feel.
I've been listening this songs for almost 5-6 times/day.omg,i'm a 最近 addict.
The phrase "we are not match and we are not surrendering" is quite a good phrase.
But can i do it?well,just wish me luck guys and girls who read this.
Thought i don't know if i can create my own fairy tales.
The other part "what you need,i can't fulfill it and what i can give,it's not what you need" is Another part where i think reflecting me.omg,this song killing me softly and making me awake and aware.
This songs seems to signal me many things.
I've found my "song of life time".......what about you?
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