Dilemma

Haihz.............*whinning*
After another few more weeks of trial.
I realize i am not strongly motivated.The mind set and action is totally vice versa.
I realize on field i am just a lazy bump and easily get de-motivated.
Now i feel like quitting.Verbally,i make my decision.
But whenever Jack or Rico called me,i feel in dilemma.
Since they all give me so much care,shall i give up?
Like what Yoko told me,"the leader haven't give up on you,why shall you give up on yourself?"

Haihz............really don't know how.
"To climb to the top of the mountain is easy,but to stay at the top is hard."
The word "CONSISTENCY" is definitely easy to be said but hardly can be done to me.
I've calculated,if cannot hit 8 pieces our weekly wages is only RM420.
Which means RM1.6k per month.
With the long working duration and hard works,don't you feel that working at office is better?

Thus to be fair to myself and my boss,i think this week i will give it my very last try.
I won't nagged out and lazy for this whole week.
If my sales blossom then i can consider.
If not,then i think i should say farewell.
8 pieces is my target.Is a "Do or Die" mentality.

If success then i can consider to try to be consistent.
If fail,i shall give up and look for something more comfort and suitable for me.

Good side of this job:

• Career opportunities
• Relax and fun environment
• High income if able to hit 8-10 pieces
• Peoples in here
  

Bad side of this job:

• Long working duration
• Dead meat when 0 sales
• Pressure by sales

Give it 1 more try.1 and the last 1.