Relief

Dated on 5th July 2008.It was my last day in JTM.
Early morning whole JTM core leader knew it was my last day.
Jack indirectly shoot me during the bell ringing section and he try to spoil the friendship between me and Cheah.
hahahahaha~~~~how silly is jack?why is he so childish?
The moment i walking to the car after de-merch,my heart turned heavy.
I will miss this big family.Especially Rico,Yoko,Robert,and other newcomer/brothers sisters in JTM.

The friendship and brotherhood that i build with Rico was one of the greatest thing i can have in here.
At the beginning i thought he will disappointed with my attitude and we could never be friend anymore.
But,unexpectedly he replied my sms early saturday morning.
It was quite touching that i still have him as my friend and even maybe as my brother.

After quitting JTM,i feel at ease.
I feel relief and relax.
Looking backwards at the days i had in JTM was exhausting.
But the sweet and fun memories will always be in my heart too.
For the past 2 months i had,it's never been easy and i can see a lot of changes in me.
Especially "From non smiling face to a smiling face" which is a very obvious improvement noticed by Rico and the group of people in JTM.

I will never forget everything that is taught by Rico,Yoko and Robert.
As i treasure the relationship that we had more than a ton of gold.
Wishing them all the best in their journey in JTM.
As for me,"things come around and goes around" and my life is still like a unsettle puzzle.
A new journey and adventure will begin soon.

God bless~