1 Week Past

Unbelievable....1 week of my block leave have finished.
There is a few friends of my asking "what is block leave?"
Let me explain,block leave is actually 5 days leave in a row.
So basically what have i done during block leave?
Actually, NOTHING. I just spend my times at home rest.
Then why i would have taken my block leave for no purpose?
Because i wanna clear my annual leave.
Plus i have hit my target.
If i don't clear now,and in future i can't hit my target i believe i can't take my block leave.
One of the worst thing during this holiday is i need to take my FMUTM exam.
And HURRAY!i PASS!!!!
Beside me,i shall congratz Ethan,Cecelia and Kelly as well.
Though all of us look kinda Zombie but worth it.
As long as we pass it!
Good job to you guys and girls.
Hope to see you all in the future.

Beside them,i wish to see my colleagues too.
Unexpectedly Mei already transfer to Saadiq branch.
Leaving Jalan Ipoh branch.
But nvm,we shall organise a sing K section sooner or later.
It shall be a great gathering to see Daphaney,Jess and Mei again.
Really got miss 3 of them.
Wishing them all the best and good luck in their career.

To Jess :New career bring new challenge and new adventure. May your new journey go smoothly and be happy with it.

To Daphne and Mei : Wish you 2 all the best in the new branch. Same thing, new branch new environment new challenge. Hope you both can adapt to it and be satisfy. God bless!

Yesterday i almost fainted when i played badminton for 3-4 hours.
But the satisfaction i got is the feelings of i learn something and improve a bit.
Feel like spending more times in badminton if possible to improve my skill to the next level.
Can't wait for every Sunday badminton session.
Anyway,what most important now is to prepare my working mood.
Start to fight for my GOAL!
I wanna score more and earn more.
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
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FMUTM

haihz~when i thought there is no need for me to see notes anymore,is actually a big wrong.
luckily previously i already got my insurance license.
but now i need to take unit trust.
hopefully after this is my last last paper that i need to sit for it.
see-ing the notes so thick,i feel dizzy.
whenever i start study it,i will feel lazy and tired.
haihz.....
hopefully this saturday i cann pull through.

The Reality Is Cruel

Thought that even i left JTM, me and him still can be friends.
Or even bro....
Maybe i am just to naive to believe in him.
All his wordings is so fake now when i look backward.
His words and purely just words.
I wrongly justify him and believe him.
But anyway, it was great that i learn some morale values.
And my self confidence boosted in a way and it helps me in my current job.
Just one thing i sincerely don't understand.why can't they just be real?
Is it so hard?
Or because since the moment i left JTM i am a loser to them?
Thus giving me a cold shoulder?
This guys never learn and they always think they are always right.
What they want they must get it.
In a way, it might be a good motivation side.
But if over the limit, i could say they are heartless.
Anyway, i have no more single connection with them.
I delete them off my memory.
I enjoy my new family.
They show me the true side of them at the moment.
And they really guide me with cares and try to help me with their best.
At least here i can feel humanity and supports.

Farewell JTMs, last but not least i will still wish them all the best.

Hard Life and Challenge

Life never been easy.
I start feel the pressure and stress of working under quota.
Though i submitted a few loans application.
But in the end, all was rejected.
Man, how to hit my ESAU?
How to take leave for next week?
If continue like this i will have numerous stress and pressure hit on me.
God bless me please.

Money Not Enough 2

This was actually a great movie with lots of value.
It teach us to treasure something that money can't earn back.
Mother love is the greatest source on earth.
They take care of us since we are in their tummy till we build our own family and finally they will leave this world.
Suddenly a question pop out in my mind.
"What can i do to repay my mum?What can i do to make her happy?"
I guess i must start to work hard to achieve my goals.
At least bring my mum go travel to 1 place or 2.
Mum and dad,i love you.
Thanks for all the time staying at my side.
Mum and dad,you both are the greatest love of all in the whole universal.

3 Weeks Roaming At Menara SC.

3 Weeks Roaming At Menara Standard Chartered.
The Journey begun on the 8th of September 2008 With Country Induction Course.
As expected,it wasn't a good training for me.
As i know that i tend to fall asleep and feel bored with just purely listening.
And as a result,i did fall asleep in the class sometimes.
The 1st 2 days was great as we save a lot of money.
Cause. . . . .lunch is provided.But anyhow,local branch are not eligible for any claims.
So basically,we need to pay our own part.Even lunch are not claimable.

Beginning stage,human nature reaction is "Shit!How to pass this 3 weeks o?"
But in the ending,"Oh my,3 weeks passed so fast.I wish to stay longer."
Haha~It was a total honeymoon at here.When you are thirsty,you can go to the pantry for a cup of milo,coffee or tea.
Or you can go to the cooler and get some soft drinks such as light coke,100 plus,crysanthemum,soya or mineral water.
Or we can just go and have some walk around 16th floor.
One of the bad thing of this training is that we don't have access card.
This making us inconvenient to go around.Even to the toilet.
But luckily during the 1st half of our training,Kamal provide us with his access card.
And then 2nd half Tarmizi provide us with his card since Kamal's card become malfunction.

Our lunch was luxurious i can say at ONLY THE BEGINNING.
Making Pavillion as our canteen.No wonder people said Standard Chartered employee kaya.
But realizing the cost is too expensive,i asked my sister for some advise on lunch.
She suggested me to go Wisma Cosway for some cheaper option.
And for around 1-2 weeks continuously me and some of my friends went there.
We almost got phobia with the food around there.
But there is some food which taste good and worth to eat also de.

Bout the training,it was good and there is some part which is boring.
More over,i can't just listen listen and listen.
The 1st weeks,i realize that most of the people are very focus and hardworking.
They copy the notes,advise and etc non stop.
Entering the 2nd week,i start see the pace decrease.Some just pure listening,some just copy important parts.
And 3rd weeks,the atmosphere is not there anymore.
I feel that many of us feel bored and tired with listening.
Haha,end up many people almost fall asleep.

This training i did absorb some of the information that i needed.
However i believe i still need to do more on field to understand better.
Experience is always the most important factor.
There is only theory given without any practical training.
Thus,sometimes it's really "Left in,Right out".
What we get here is just a piece of picture of our product.
And we have lots of contact,so that we know who shall we refer to in certain problem and question.

Beside product knowledge,friendship is another best thing we obtain in here.
Knowing people around Malaysia and even some people from MSC.
Friendship that is build,will never fall.
It is just as strong as the Rome Empire and even greater than Great Wall Of China.
Not just a bind with the outstation people,even my own branch.
I get to know and understand better bout my own colleauges.
And 1 more,we get to know a funny guy called Ethan.
He ki siao gila one.haha~~~
Alan,David,Kamal,Mizi,Ethan,Natalie,Daphaney,Serene,Jacky,Cecilia,Sue Yan,Linda,Rowena,Sophia,and Kelly you guys ROCKS!
Especially Sophia.She give me 1 deep impression,
One of the most active in the classes.
I love you guys.3 weeks past with memoria with you all.
Hope to see you all soon.
And wish you guys do well in your job.
Good luck and all the best.
May god be with you all.

29/08/08

People used to say "Time past so fast."
Without realizing it,i already worked in Standard Chartered for 3 weeks.
During this 3 weeks,i get to learn a lot of things.
Though it were said the most basic thing in banking area,but still we need to learn it,practice it,and master it.
The colleagues i have here is very nice and friendly.
Used to be one of the best branch of standard chartered in KL area.

Working in here i start to realize what i need the most.
And of course,MONEY is the key point.
Like what Jenice said,if you are not motivated by money why work in sales?
At the same time,i learn a lot of things.
Though many people might say "Dude,you are still 22.Young,energetic and got lot of future."
But think deeply and double think it,yes i might be young.
But each and every single second is passing by without delaying nor waiting for us.
Is ME,MYSELF who is fighting against the time.
Is not my YOUNG fighting the time.
And if we don't work hard now,we don't strive hard for our goals,when will it be?
30 yrs old?32 yrs old?or even older?
NO!time just don't wait for us.we must fight for it while we are still young and energetic.
We must be ambitious and set goal nice.
i still remember what Rico told me.
"SHORT TERM PAIN,LONG TERM GAIN.IF WE DON'T DO IT NOW,LATER MIGHT BE TOO LATE."
This statement still deep down in my heart.
I will carry it along with me and walk with me.

We can't predict future.Not even tomorrow.
So since we are capable of doing something now,we must try our best to achieve it.
Fulfill it and work it out.
Don't ever WAIT and give ourselves excuses to avoid it.

I also understand the reason why old people said "Man,must always put career in the 1st place".
In this competitive world,we are competing with human and also economy.
Do sales is about competition,
Not just with the people and market,and most important is OURSELVES.
Seeing the aggressiveness of Jess and Jenice working so hard to hit their target,i know they are the colleagues i need to keep me motivated and feel competitive.
Once after my training end,i will try to keep on track with them.
And the biggest enemy of mine,is MYSELF.
I know i am still fresh and empty.
I must keep myself improve and learn from them till my fruitful days come.
I will not left behind.I will chase and stalk their performance.
And of course,hopefully i will overtake them sooner or later in the sense of performance.