Jobless

Sometimes jobless can really make us feel demotivated as well as mood less.
Some people question me "so long already, you still haven't found a job?".
Yeah, i know it might be quite some time already.
But, do you guys think i intend to do so?
Of course not. I myself would have been struggling for my own expenses as well.
But jobs which come to me, mainly is sales.
Earlier round i do feel that i enjoy working sales.
As i believe sales job is one of the fastest way for us to accel and earn money at the young age.
But looking at the current market, i feel that i would have something which is more stable and steady.
I wanna build a strong foundation and experience ground which enable me to jump to the higher level.
What if sales job can't provide security to me?
What if i can't pass my probation?
I will just be wasting 6 months and 6 months again.
Is that the way i want it to be?
Sales might consist of hardworks and a little bit of luck.
Like doing sales in SCB, sometimes i submitted so many loan application.
And yet, what turn out is that all the loan application is rejected.
SCB just ignore what the reason for their late payment or etc, and we just can't do anything.
Now i am looking forward for position such as Business Development, Event Coordinator, or even Customer Service (after sales services).
All these job i believe hardworks and willingness to learn will help us to advance.
In this mean time i just wanna get job like this and learn more things.
With sufficient working experience, i believe it will be a good help in the future for my career advancement.
Though i am slightly demotivated, but all these won't kill me.
I will pick up this challenge!
GAMBATE!

Following interview :

26th June : Business Development Executive with Pacific Asiawide.
30th June : Training and Development with Elken.

Hope either one of it will be the one who need me.

15/06/2009

Powerful wave been attacking me non stop.
When will it stops?
I don't know how much longer i can withstand this powerful wave.
It's been hitting me again and again.
When will the wave stop and come the calm weather?
I really hope i can see that day soon as i do not know how much longer i can take it.
I will keep on fight against it until my last breath or even last struggle.
I still have faith in everything i grab.
I would be able to turn things around rather than being controlled by the situation.

Sunday Playground Kena Rampas

It wasn't a good sunday to many of us who actively been playing badminton every sunday at Angkasa Condo for almost 1 year+.
Actually when the security guard asked me "you got tenancy card?", it have ring my alarm.
It's been a while that non of the security ask us this question.
And what I predicted really happened.
2 securities came in and asked us for tenancy card.
They even bring along a digital camera to snap our faces.
How ridiculous. . . . .
They said they receive complaints for tenants in there.
Regardless of what complaints they receive, we never mess up their courts or even steal reserved courts.
What we normally do is, we check the booking list.
And if that courts is not booked, we will use it.
If really got people come and claim they booked it, we will just let them play.
Haha~
but after considering deeply, we also earn a lot.
At least we have been playing for almost 1 year without paying a single penny on the court's money.
Hehe~
Now all we need is to search for another playground.

04/06/2009

Things just don't always happened like what we wish to happened.
If i know magic, i really wish i know how to turn back the clock.
And change everything that is unhappy.
I hope i am a clown as well.
Sometimes i feel that clown is a noble job.
Regardless of any situation, they will still try to make peoples around them happy.
Their make up, covered their face.
Making us cannot differentiate they are happy or sad.
But now, i wish i have a clown beside me as well.
To inspire me.

Life is just like a beautiful ocean.
Wave just come without notice.
Never plan, sense, feel, or anything.
I guess journey is just the person who makes their mark on the beautiful sands.
Making their foot print moving forward.
Without knowing what is in front of them, continue move forward.
Don't think and just explore to face what is in front the path.
Today marks the 1st step of my foot prints.
I guess this is my destiny to move forward.

Accepting Failure

Well, i have to admit life is not always smooth sailing.
I almost feel cracked when i get to know few jobs that i went for interview turn out nothing.
Or maybe i should say that what i experienced earlier was too smooth.
I rejected a job offer for another job. How cool? Not really.
But now, i feel that i am a failure as in i can't get the job i wanted so much.
This job i believe is the one i wanted so much.
It was a Customer Management Officer for CTOS Sdn. Bhd.
The job scope is conduct product training, and providing services to client to build and maintain a good rapport with them.
Their offer is RM1.9k per month for probation, after that is RM2.1k if confirmed by them.
Petrol and handphone allowance is given as well as season parking is shared half by the company.
Each month there is chances to go travel outstation to meet the company's client which is all around Malaysia.
Listening to the terms and benefits offered, i feel that this job suits me perfectly.
I don't need to hit sales figure and i can travel around.
But too bad, i am not short listed.
My heart almost crack into pieces as something i desired so much, i couldn't get it.
I keep on thinking, which part actually i perform badly that i fail to get this job?
Or is there other candidates which is much better than me?
Recently most of the jobs i went to interview end up nothing in return.
I must start a new life for myself to gain a new hope.
I believe something better will be coming to my way.

1 Week Tour Guide [Part 2]

Day 4 - ( 18th May )
After PD trip, me and my cousin just planned to make easier schedule.

P/S: At this part i would like to share something. Early in the morning i receive both good news and bad news from my GF. Good - She found a job at midvalley. Bad - Her phone was stolen at Midvalley. I was shocked to know that but luckily she was safe and unhurt.

Destination for this round is :
Yulek ( Breakfast ) --> Petaling Street --> Time Square --> Low Yat --> Jalan Alor ( Dinner )
So basically there is nothing special to be shared beside SHOPPING.
At petaling street, we went to central market.
My cousin sister in law manage to find a nice Mickey Mouse watch for her lovely son.
We manage to grab some souvenir at Petaling Street.
And it also include my failure of paying the bill on behalf of my mum.
I did pass the money to the cashier but in the end, Mona (cousin sister in law) ask the cashier to give me back and she quickly pay off the bill.
ARGH~~~~i just can't find with elder peoples.
Haha~ And my cousin brother actually bought me a working leather bag.
Quite nice and it was cheap.
My cousin himself also bought 1. He said "WAH, GOT THAT CHEAP OR NOT UH?"
He told us that in HK, that bagwould actually cost him at least HKD500+ which is equals to RM250.
His bag and my bag only cost him RM180. What a bargain. Even in Time Square also we can find cheap stuff.
Night time we had our dinner at Jalan Alor since they requested for 1 round of dinner at there.
Again, they said the food there was cheap compared to HK.
A simple bowl of chicken rice would cost them around HKD14+ ( for 1 person)
And they also commented that the taste in M'sia is much better.
Well, now i should be glad that i am born in M'sia. ( At least something i am glad of. )

Day 5 ( 19th May )
Actually i skipped today schedule because i need to accompany my GF to make her replacement SIM card.
And i finally brought my GF to the famous Kin Kin Restaurant in Chow Kit Road which sell Chilli Pan Mee.
At the evening i need to fetch my nephew from Kajang. We had a quick dinner at KFC.
After sending my nephew back, we rush to my aunt house at Sg. Long for BBQ session.
Around 12am the BBQ session ended and we go back home.

Day 6 ( 20th May )
Today, we bring them go to Ampang Yong Tao Foo.
Then again we go back to Petaling Street because they amiss something.
Approximately they done their shopping at Petaling Street at 4pm+.
Because we are short of time and we need to meet with my cousin sister at Look Out Point for dinner, we didn't bring them go to Midvalley.
Instead of Midvalley, we bring them to Jusco Balakong.
At here, i play with their lovely son , Jun Hei at McDonald.
He is JUST TOO ADORABLE.

Around 7pm+ we went to LOP for our dinner.
We had some great time at there since this can be consider as a farewell dinner between us and my cousin from HK.
Hope they have some good memory on that night for our beautiful KL night view from LOP.

Last Day [ 21st May ]
Without realising, last day have come.
We still remember last week thursday, we are still saying "WEI, tomorrow fetch them at KLIA uh".
But now, is the time to bid farewell.
I wonder will this kid still remember me in the next meeting.
Haha~ Nothing will be share here as is was a farewell part.
Pictures represent everything.



Farewell to them and wish them all the best.
Good health and good luck.
Miss them so much~ <3
Hope to see them soon either in my HK trip or their M'sia trip.
God Bless.....

1 Week Tour Guide [Part 1]

It's been a while since my last update on my blog once again.
But i was rather busy for the past 1 weeks from 15th May to 21st May.
My cousin bro from HK come all the way to M'sia with his wife and son.
So i need to accompany them and bring them along.
Along the 1 week journey, i will share what happened day by day.

Day 1 - (15th May)
Went out around 4pm+ to KLIA and arrived there at 5pm+.
Waited for around 1-2 hours for my cousin bro arrival.
Approximately bout 7pm we finally see them and without delaying we depart to my aunt house.
We have a gathering dinner at my aunt house there and thereafter we bring them go to my big sis house as they will stay there for during this 1 week.
NOTE: Fetch them back there around 12am. Arrived my own house at 12:30am.
When i reach my home, i was so busy with my lovely gift from my another cousin sister in law.
OH~~~~what gift was it? look at the picture BELOW!


MUAHAHAHA~it was my HK edition of my lovely Chin Wa "Simply Me" and "Wonder Miriam" album. Simply Me i believe is a CD that we hardly can find in m'sia. Thanks so much to my cousin sister in law Yoyo~muahahahaha~i love it soooooooooooooo much! nearly can't sleep that night. hahahahaha~

Day 2 - (16th May)
Rest day for me since they are going to Genting with my big sis.
But instead of staying at home, i went there with my friends (GF , King and Gavin)
We arrive there around 4pm+ (if i am not mistaken)
It was my 1st time going up hill with TOYOTA HILUX.
And it was so "chun" to go Genting with Hilux which can overtake most of the car.
Muahahaha~
We went to the casino and i was fortunate enough to win some on that day by playing Big Small.
I can say that day was a big success since non of us loss money.
Oh yeah.....it was a great experience by playing that Flying Coaster in the theme park but the ride was just too short.
And the crazy 4 of us even went to the arcade center to play throw ball. And we are CRAZY as usual.

CrazieZ

The 4 of us later on went down hill around 7pm+ after meeting up with my HK relatives and we had our dinner at PJ oldtown (name of the place, not oldtown white coffee) Bak Kut Teh.
We had a great Bak Kut Teh and we even watch badminton semis between m'sia and china.
The result of the match, i believe some of you know.

Day 3 - (17th May)
Well, this round is a big gathering. Most of my mum's side bro and sis all were here.
Brining my relatives from HK to Port Dickson.
I realise that i didn't went to PD for around 10 yrs ++.
hahaha~~~~Nothing much to say but some pictures of the beach can be share for this trip.




Definately we had GREAT times and i still love the breeze and cool wave!

Well, i must stop here and will continue the rest of my journey tomorrow in here.
I must admit i am tired and full with joy.
Peace~