Thanks to orange, it cure my flu.
Hehe~ an orange i will never forget.
28 June 2010
07 June 2010
Bad Bad Dream
It was such a bad dream that i ever had since i was in primary school or kindergarden?
Is a dream where it really woke me up in tears.
I dreamt that my mum already left this world.
At this moment, i still can accept as i believe 1 day we will still leave this world.
But, i even dream of my mum suddenly appear in front of me.
She prepared a lot of dishes and my favourite food.
Automatically, she talk to me and i sat beside her.
But i didn't manage to hug her and see her face.
All i can is just chat and listen to her voices.
Up to here, i was waken by shock and sorrow.
Woke up with tears...........
Through this dream, i can really feel the pain and sorrow.
I can feel the love from my mum and her care was so wonderful.
Regardless of where she is, her love and care were always there.
It will always be by side.....
It also makes me realize, how happy and grateful that we are with mum's cook.
Her cooks represent her love, and care to us.
Mum, i love you.
Thanks for all your hardwork and effort all the while.
You are the best....
Wishing you stay healthy.
Is a dream where it really woke me up in tears.
I dreamt that my mum already left this world.
At this moment, i still can accept as i believe 1 day we will still leave this world.
But, i even dream of my mum suddenly appear in front of me.
She prepared a lot of dishes and my favourite food.
Automatically, she talk to me and i sat beside her.
But i didn't manage to hug her and see her face.
All i can is just chat and listen to her voices.
Up to here, i was waken by shock and sorrow.
Woke up with tears...........
Through this dream, i can really feel the pain and sorrow.
I can feel the love from my mum and her care was so wonderful.
Regardless of where she is, her love and care were always there.
It will always be by side.....
It also makes me realize, how happy and grateful that we are with mum's cook.
Her cooks represent her love, and care to us.
Mum, i love you.
Thanks for all your hardwork and effort all the while.
You are the best....
Wishing you stay healthy.
17 May 2010
17/05/2010
Today is Monday, as normal we started off with a slow tempo.
Everything seems to move so slowly.
Ah Leen MSN-ed me, and talk about mother's day.
How did i celebrate with her and so on.
But, unfortunately i was not able to provide her with an answer.
Indeed, i wish i can tell people i at least do something for my mum on such a special occasion.
But ever since the incident happened, me and my mum never talk with each other for quite some time.
It is the first time i face such kind of situation that my mum ignoring me for so long.
I am not sure what i am doing is right or wrong.
I can't make a firm decision in between the 2 important ladies.
I don't wish anyone of them get hurt.
Why can't it just be i am the one to suffer and go through all this?
What Ah Leen said is so true and i know that.
We can never predict tomorrow, and don't leave our life with regret.
Indeed i am suffering to looking on my responses each day.
I feel heart pain as in i am hurting someone who is so important to me.
She raised me up....
She have gone through all the hard times.
What she is hoping from us, would just be our happiness and health.
Is not wealth and prosper from us.
So is it right for me to make her continue ignoring me?
Or shall i seek other alternative to build back the relationship between me and my mum?
I wish there is other alternative.
When it comes to this situation, i feel like i am drowning.
Exhausted mentally. . . . .
Or is it the problem purely because of myself?
I am still doubting and continue to doubt. . . . . .
Everything seems to move so slowly.
Ah Leen MSN-ed me, and talk about mother's day.
How did i celebrate with her and so on.
But, unfortunately i was not able to provide her with an answer.
Indeed, i wish i can tell people i at least do something for my mum on such a special occasion.
But ever since the incident happened, me and my mum never talk with each other for quite some time.
It is the first time i face such kind of situation that my mum ignoring me for so long.
I am not sure what i am doing is right or wrong.
I can't make a firm decision in between the 2 important ladies.
I don't wish anyone of them get hurt.
Why can't it just be i am the one to suffer and go through all this?
What Ah Leen said is so true and i know that.
We can never predict tomorrow, and don't leave our life with regret.
Indeed i am suffering to looking on my responses each day.
I feel heart pain as in i am hurting someone who is so important to me.
She raised me up....
She have gone through all the hard times.
What she is hoping from us, would just be our happiness and health.
Is not wealth and prosper from us.
So is it right for me to make her continue ignoring me?
Or shall i seek other alternative to build back the relationship between me and my mum?
I wish there is other alternative.
When it comes to this situation, i feel like i am drowning.
Exhausted mentally. . . . .
Or is it the problem purely because of myself?
I am still doubting and continue to doubt. . . . . .
11/05/2010
I realize sometimes i am very fortunate.
I am not sure whether it is an arrangment from god or it is just purely luck.
Sometimes when I overlook something or missed out something, the next day i am fortunate enough to finish it.
It just seems that i feel something is not right or automatically i will proceed to the place.
It just happen, but anyhow we should never take all this fortune for granted.
As it might not represent something and still lack of something.
It is wise for us to double check and confirm everything that we need to do.
:D
I am not sure whether it is an arrangment from god or it is just purely luck.
Sometimes when I overlook something or missed out something, the next day i am fortunate enough to finish it.
It just seems that i feel something is not right or automatically i will proceed to the place.
It just happen, but anyhow we should never take all this fortune for granted.
As it might not represent something and still lack of something.
It is wise for us to double check and confirm everything that we need to do.
:D
23 April 2010
23/04/2010
Recently have all sort of funny funny dream.
I dream of 1 person suddenly cut my hair when i am not alert.
I dream of some stupid action.
Haha~
My dream are just so colorful recently.
LOLZ
I dream of 1 person suddenly cut my hair when i am not alert.
I dream of some stupid action.
Haha~
My dream are just so colorful recently.
LOLZ
15 April 2010
15/04/2010
I dream of you again.
I dream of the warm moment i am chatting with you.
Why does it differ from reality so much.
Mentally i am tormented into pieces.
I lost my direction on where i should go and where i should head.
Does a believe will bring me any further?
Priceless advise have come to me.
But it is still up to me to make the decision.
Which i am still doubting and continue doubting over and over again.
I am not convinced.
I dream of the warm moment i am chatting with you.
Why does it differ from reality so much.
Mentally i am tormented into pieces.
I lost my direction on where i should go and where i should head.
Does a believe will bring me any further?
Priceless advise have come to me.
But it is still up to me to make the decision.
Which i am still doubting and continue doubting over and over again.
I am not convinced.
14 April 2010
14/04/2010
Often i dream of my mum talking with me.
How much i wish this come true.
But why i feel that i can't achieve it.
I don't wanna think of anything.
My mentally feel so tired and i feel like i am drowning.
How much i wish this come true.
But why i feel that i can't achieve it.
I don't wanna think of anything.
My mentally feel so tired and i feel like i am drowning.
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