28.01.2008

Love relationship is really such a great power and awesome chemistry.
No one can ever give me a perfect 100% description about it.
What's the feelings of loving someone?
Heart pumping faster?Miss and think of the person?Simply feel happy and secure when with him/her?
All this might just be a pre-feeling of love.
When in relationship,it's sweet and warm.
Wishing and imagining something that's so perfect in a relationship.
But reality and imagination is always a big gap and total different.
Fairy tales don't come that easily.
Reading people's blog (kind of a sad one), reminds me of myself.
Strive hard to work for perfection but end up with a fallen relationship.
It hurts me deeply....just like a knife pierce through my heart.
But i understand something that is not meant to be together,no matter how hard i push it will result it worst.
Thus learning to let go and move forward is always a better choice.
We can keep the hope in heart(those who knows the "hope" i meant is the one feeling the same with me ^^),think of impossible things,and doing something silly.
But shall remember to buried all this silently into our heart's graveyard.

It's sweet when i recall the moment we had,it's bitter when i think too much.
Always wishing a new beginning......
A lonely journey begin with a new search.
A new search of what i need.
What could it be?
Love?

No one knows....not even myself.