06 October 2010

Life of a Working Person

So many people has been asking, what do you work or why do we need to work??
My answer to this is because WE WANT THE MONEY.
We need the money to cover our expenses and so on.
We need the money to do what we wanted to do so much.

So we are basically paid to suffer all the complaints in our life.
We complaint about bosses, supervisor, job, and etc.
But we still have to work for it.
Look at the below paradigm:


Here is my thought of what does this paradigm shows:


1) It shows the number of those position in an organization. As usual below executive are paid LOW. But their work load are forever HUGE.


2) While those at top (Asst. Manager), they are paid HIGH but work load are forever LOW.


This is the reality. Some of them at top, only know how to delegate and never work with their tiny brain. (I wouldn't forget there is still good asst. manager/supervisor)


So what they do most of the time? They are basically Kiwi (Not the fruit, but is a brand for a shoe polishing). And beside that, maybe i can say they are good actor and actress. Especially when in front of the big bosses. They are the amazing 2 mask asshole.


They just learn how to give instruction and those below them are to work like a cow. Basically i would classified those who give instruction are typically an OX or buffalo.


They just don't know how to respect their subordinate.


But what to do? this is the reality and what we called working life.


We just got to suffer for the sake of the salary.


That's why i think money always do the talking.


Bear with it and live with it. Reality brings cruelty.
Picture below is another good illustration on an organization.

17 August 2010

Bad Day

Sometimes when things don't goes will it will keep on coming.
As usual, i know that i will face this kind of situation at least once a year.
I really hope when all this past, things will turn better as time goes by.

21 July 2010

Sorrow

Feeling of sorrow are returning, as i can feel that i am going to lose "you".
Such a Wonder-Kiet i am.
I never seems to know my direction and i am totally lost.
I feel so heavy. Where is my paradise?

28 June 2010

Orange the Remedy for FLU


Thanks to orange, it cure my flu.
Hehe~ an orange i will never forget.

07 June 2010

Bad Bad Dream

It was such a bad dream that i ever had since i was in primary school or kindergarden?
Is a dream where it really woke me up in tears.
I dreamt that my mum already left this world.
At this moment, i still can accept as i believe 1 day we will still leave this world.
But, i even dream of my mum suddenly appear in front of me.
She prepared a lot of dishes and my favourite food.
Automatically, she talk to me and i sat beside her.
But i didn't manage to hug her and see her face.
All i can is just chat and listen to her voices.
Up to here, i was waken by shock and sorrow.
Woke up with tears...........
Through this dream, i can really feel the pain and sorrow.
I can feel the love from my mum and her care was so wonderful.
Regardless of where she is, her love and care were always there.
It will always be by side.....
It also makes me realize, how happy and grateful that we are with mum's cook.
Her cooks represent her love, and care to us.
Mum, i love you.
Thanks for all your hardwork and effort all the while.
You are the best....
Wishing you stay healthy.

17 May 2010

17/05/2010

Today is Monday, as normal we started off with a slow tempo.
Everything seems to move so slowly.
Ah Leen MSN-ed me, and talk about mother's day.
How did i celebrate with her and so on.
But, unfortunately i was not able to provide her with an answer.
Indeed, i wish i can tell people i at least do something for my mum on such a special occasion.
But ever since the incident happened, me and my mum never talk with each other for quite some time.
It is the first time i face such kind of situation that my mum ignoring me for so long.
I am not sure what i am doing is right or wrong.
I can't make a firm decision in between the 2 important ladies.
I don't wish anyone of them get hurt.
Why can't it just be i am the one to suffer and go through all this?

What Ah Leen said is so true and i know that.
We can never predict tomorrow, and don't leave our life with regret.
Indeed i am suffering to looking on my responses each day.
I feel heart pain as in i am hurting someone who is so important to me.
She raised me up....
She have gone through all the hard times.
What she is hoping from us, would just be our happiness and health.
Is not wealth and prosper from us.
So is it right for me to make her continue ignoring me?
Or shall i seek other alternative to build back the relationship between me and my mum?
I wish there is other alternative.

When it comes to this situation, i feel like i am drowning.
Exhausted mentally. . . . .
Or is it the problem purely because of myself?
I am still doubting and continue to doubt. . . . . .

11/05/2010

I realize sometimes i am very fortunate.
I am not sure whether it is an arrangment from god or it is just purely luck.
Sometimes when I overlook something or missed out something, the next day i am fortunate enough to finish it.
It just seems that i feel something is not right or automatically i will proceed to the place.
It just happen, but anyhow we should never take all this fortune for granted.
As it might not represent something and still lack of something.
It is wise for us to double check and confirm everything that we need to do.
:D

23 April 2010

23/04/2010

Recently have all sort of funny funny dream.
I dream of 1 person suddenly cut my hair when i am not alert.
I dream of some stupid action.
Haha~
My dream are just so colorful recently.
LOLZ

15 April 2010

15/04/2010

I dream of you again.
I dream of the warm moment i am chatting with you.
Why does it differ from reality so much.

Mentally i am tormented into pieces.
I lost my direction on where i should go and where i should head.
Does a believe will bring me any further?

Priceless advise have come to me.
But it is still up to me to make the decision.
Which i am still doubting and continue doubting over and over again.
I am not convinced.

14 April 2010

14/04/2010

Often i dream of my mum talking with me.
How much i wish this come true.
But why i feel that i can't achieve it.
I don't wanna think of anything.
My mentally feel so tired and i feel like i am drowning.

12 April 2010

12/04/2010

Things remain un-solve.
but how? i don't know what is the best solution i can get out of this.
I feel exhausted as time goes by.

05 April 2010

05/04/2010

When i heard you talk to sister, i realize that i miss your voice so much.
I feel that it had been a while that we never talk with each other.
I really wonder how long does this need to go.
I really feel tired, and i really love you Mum.

26 March 2010

Movie Movie Movie

It is going to be a Aprilicious month for MOVIE!
There is this:

Clash of Titans: 1st April
Gen X Cop: 2nd April
Ip Man 2: 29th April
Iron Man 2: 29th April

Is a MUST WATCH movie in 2010.

25 March 2010

25/03/2010

As times goes by, we start to see the ugly side of human.
Backstabbing, defensive, selfish, and whatever you can name it.
What i feel that is, a person in a higher level can be the worst.
Why must it be like this?
Or are they just being too defensive and enjoy to be pleased?
Does this kind of living, will enrich and enlighten them?
I am really puzzled by the greed and ugly side of a human.
Maybe i am not up to the level yet, but isn't it suppose to be a simple life is more peaceful and nice?
Friends of mine, really hope that all of you will never forget the-"before-and-after"-us.
Where we are used to fight for a simple life and not to complicate it.
Why does life goes SO complicated?
Ask yourself, and you might find an answer that "Actually i am the one who is causing all this to happen".

We might not be able to predict the future,
We are not able to change our future,
We are not able to avoid problem,
But WE CAN HAVE CONTROL and DECIDE how we want to shape our life.

18 February 2010

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Is already the fifth day of CNY.
But this year is better than my expectation that the atmosphere is slightly better.
With firecracker burning from the CNY eve 11.30pm up to CNY 2-3.00am.
However, it really seems to be that we start to lose the mood of CNY.
Quite a number of my friends say that CNY is nothing special.
But is just like house visiting and gambling.
That's all......
Hahaha~ i guess we should maintain the good spirit of CNY and pass on to the next generation.
If we don't do it, who else will?

It was tiring for me.
Not enough sleep time, driving here and there, gamble here and there non stop.
Always sleep at 2.00am or even worst then the next day waking up at 9.00am++.
But there will be few more gathering that i will be attending in the coming week.
Gathering + Lou sang with my ex SCB colleague on 25/02/2010.
House warming at Wei Mun house on the 26/02/2010.
By then, CNY will come to an end.
No more red Ang Pao till next year. : (

I really love CNY. Can meet up with friends, ANG PAO, blessing and wishes, and everyone is having fun even though is gambling.
Hahahaha~

04 January 2010

04/01/2010

Is a new year. . . .and it is just 4th day of 2010.
But i start feeling heavy and headache in a way.
What is my 2010 resolution?
Career advancement, save money, 1 local and 1 oversea trip, and enjoy life.
Don't really have the clear picture of what i want.
Lets just explore it and set my resolution along the way.

31 December 2009

31/12/2009

Being the last day of 2009, i hope everything will be gone.
May good luck be with me , my loved one and my family for the whole 2010.
Friends, no matter how bad things goes in 2009, let it go.
Is time to move forward and start a brand new year with new vision.
2010 will always be something good as "10" means perfect.
Hope all of you have a wild time party-ing tonight but take care as well.
Lets welcome 2010!

Bon Voyage 2009.....
Hola 2010!

28 December 2009

28/12/2009

The last post was on 22/11/2009.
And now is already 28/12/2009.
So much to be done and so much to catch up.
Christmas just past and i had a quite tiring christmas this year.
Attending my gf's friend wedding dinner on the christmas night, and the next morning fetch her to to be "ji mui" for her friend wedding.
From that moment, i can understand that marriage is not easy.
There is so many thing that need to be done and it is an exhausting day for a new pair.
Imagine that they need to go through all the ritual, and dinner.
Is not easy..........
Better consider seriously on how we wanna make this special day really SPECIAL for ourselves.

Now is time to bid farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010.
Is time to plan ahead on our goals and resolution.
Make sure to be more self discipline in order to achieve it.
Hoho~
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends.

23 November 2009

Needs vs Demands

Life is always full of needs vs demands.
And, i really hate it deep down in my heart.
The devil in my heart keeps attracting me to buy certain items which i don't really in need.
For example: Handphone (Owh, W995 my love), and Nintendo Wii (I love the playing concept)
The though of purchasing all this items were at a very high level once a while.
But i've got to hold myself back and don't buy it.
I got to know that i only should spend for what i need but not to spend into demands.
There are unlimited demands, but there is limited needs.
So i really need to practice to spend on what is necessary and try to let go of demands.
I really need to save more money for rainy day.
As life is full of unpredictable it is always a wise move to save as many as we can rather than finding it during emergency.
I will always keep on remind myself of the difficult times without money, and demands are just a bonus that we should buy ONLY IF we got extra cash in hand.

Fear no evil, see no evil, hear no evil. wakakaka~

11 November 2009

Stop Being Emotional - To All My Lovely Friend

Emotional is always a topic among human.

Work stress, family problem, personal matters, relationship problem and etc will just lead it to another big emotional issue.

Why can’t we just take thing easy? If there is problem we should just face it and solve it.

If unhappy, we should just try to think in the positive way.

If feeling frustrated or annoyed, we can just take a deep breath and relax our mind for a moment.

So what is the point of being so EMOTIONAL and showing others you are IN DAMN mood?

Does that resolve a problem or making it worst?

Enthusiasm is contagious and it even makes people from care become fear.

People, who actually care about that person, will become so afraid to approach him/her.

Is not once a in a blue while for this kind of emotional attitude.

But is an on and off issue which lead others to frustration as well I believe.

Guys and girls, life is short. We never know what will happen tomorrow.

Live life to the max and cherish every second we have.

Life is not just about you, but it is also about each and everyone that care so much and love you so much.

Don’t make others unhappy just because you are so emotional and puzzled yourself.

Voice it out so others will be a good listener to understand and help you out.

Be positive, stay positive, live positive.

The best way to solve problem is to stay positive and look for a solution, not being emotional and show your temper to others.

THAT JUST DON'T HELP YOU TO ANYWHERE.