H vs D

It was a great day as i expected for work today.
Cause i know my boss will not be around and i will feel more at ease.
As my working day started, i do my part as usual.
Well, monday blues. Things work at a very slow pace.
But time flies and all of a sudden it is lunch hour.
Kinda in a delighted mood.

After lunch, i continue to work.
But suddenly Ms. Chong wave to me with an envelope showing to the above floor.
I thought she want to go Account department to pass document.
But while she is standing at the entrance she still calling me.
I was wondering what is happening?
I think it might be connected to me so i go to the small interview room since she is inside.
And then she hand me the envelope and it is actually my confirmation letter.
I was surprise and really happy at the same time.
Officially this is my 2nd job and 1st time i get confirmation letter.
It makes me feel so delighted and great.
I was like "What a DAY".
Nevertheless, once i receive this good news i shared it with the person who meant so much to me.
I hope she will be the 1st to know it and shared with me.




While typing this, i really wondering shall i just continue with it or not.
There is no place for me to share my feelings and thoughts.
Though i seldom blog, but i truly understand that when i face anything happy or sad, here i will be.
It been almost 1 year since i started this blog.
Here have been a good place to me to tell out everything.
But now i don't know and i really mean don't know.


I pause myself from typing.
And i guess i don't have the courage to continue type it.....

Another Hurdle

Life will never be that smooth sailing as we expected it to be.
We are always given choice and we need to decide.
But what is right and what is wrong? You tell me.
I thought I was in a right track of my job.
I already ignore the hatred of me against office job and paper work.
In my mind I just think that if this job gives me a stable and bright career, I will just take up this challenge.

As I was working here for 3 months I start feel that things is not right.
Learning and Development coordinator?
Is more like an assistant to my bosses and external trainer.

I would say my job scope now is:

-Data Entry
-Email candidates on the confirmed training venue and date.
-Email candidates bout changes.
-Email head of department about the evaluation form dateline.
-Chase head of department for the evaluation form.
-Key in data for individual training, in house and external training, and etc.
-If trainers don’t have flip chart, I will need to provide to them. Same goes to other materials.

To make it worst now I am ASKED to sit in for training.
I’ve got nothing to do buy to help them on:

-Change battery if mic run out of battery.
-Help them refill water if their pot no more water.
-Provide them with flip chart and extension cords.

In simple, I am just doing a multi tasking job.
To fulfill their request.
DAMN~
It just makes me feel that I am so useless and I gain nothing working in here.
Just the salary but not working experience.

I need working experience to cover my low education level.
There is no time for me to waste in order for me to get a better job offer in the future.
Beside that, my boss is another issue which I don’t want to mention just yet.

I feel like I want to hand in a transfer request to somewhere else where I can learn and development myself more.

I need to take on the world!!!!
Fly Justin!

Mum, i love you.

Life should be simple and easy.

Is just like the ads in OneFM said,”When we are small, we are taught trees are green. White is white, black is black”.

But as we grow older and older, it seems that environment don’t allow us to be simple.

I really wish to live my life without much hesitation and dilemma.

It really hurts me when I see my mum expression.

Why wouldn’t she just voice out what is wrong and what she is not satisfied?

I rather know the truth than staying in a maze.

While going to the morning market to find her, I suddenly recall back my memories.

Those were a nice and simple days.

I cycle all my way out just to help my mum take back the things she bought from the market.

Though I was cycling, but laughter and smile from my mum’s face makes me feel great.

But recently, her smile and laughter just lost from her face.

It is such a pain in my heart that my mum is so different.

Was it my fault? What is wrong and what is happening?

Can’t we just turn back the time and live in the simple way?

So that we can make our life easier and fill it up with laughter.

Mum, I love you…

I know there is nothing greater than your love.

Motherly love is the greatest love at all.

26 and 27/09/09

This is my Malacca trip after my last visit at 5 years ago.
Thanks to Kelly because of her i only step to Malacca again.
Me and my GF arrived in Malacca town around 2pm+ but we found our malacca at around 2:30pm+.
Not so used to the 1 way road in Malacca when we try to find our hotel.
And instead of putting "Hotel Melia" they put it as "Hotel Weilia" outside of the hotel.
How would i know they changed their name???? (=.=")
But overall this hotel is good and clean.
Around 4pm+ we went out to have a stroll around Malacca for lunch.
Allison became our tour guide since Leonard can't make it.
Praises and compliment for Allison since she can still guide us to walk around.
Haha~
Lots of picture was taken with Malacca famous historical buildings and etc.

We went into Dataran Pahlawan for some air cond after the hot weather out there. (At around 7pm+ )
Dataran Pahlawan is unexpectedly very big in the inside.
We walk for around 1 hours+ just inside of it.
Then we enter Jonker Street for our dinner.
We saw a Kung Fu man showing us his 1 finger kung fu.
He is awesome, but tooooooooo talkative.
Keep on promo his medicine and history.
DAMN!
Pecah 1 kelapa need to wait 30-45 minutes.

It was really tiring when we get to know we walked for around 5-6 hours in Malacca.
But i feel that the people in Malacca here are very friendly.
Unlike those in KL which seems to be arrogant and etc.

And the Malacca Bandaraya ARE SO HARDWORKING!!!!
WHY?
Even on Sunday, they also come out to saman people.
I kena 1 illegal saman at 9am Sunday morning.
DAMN IT~
But i don't feel like wanna layan that saman also.

Later i will update my PART 2 about Kelly's wedding luncheon.
Kinda tired at the moment~ ciaoz~

21/09/09

Selamt Hari Raya~~~~~
This is the first time i go for an open house at my chinese colleagues house.
So basically this is a private party....wakakaka~
Such a wonderful night with all of them.
Mike, Bryan, Wei Mun and Charlyn.
We have lots of laughters, wine and vodka.
The party end around 2am after everyone drunk and sleep.
Around 3:30am most of them are awake and can go home.
I reached home around 4am.
This is the night that will always be remember.
"Chi ha Soh" and lots more.
Looking forwar for another amazing trips with you guys.

28/08/09

Sakit hati.....
My car was knocked by a motorbike.
Will upload picture when i am free.

19/08/09

Wow~ Malaysia weather is totally AWESOME!
It makes me like living in Atlantic (which is going to melt that one).
Each time i came back from my lovely lunch, i am so afraid that i will caught a flu.
Outside weather 32 celcius to 36 celcius, while my office only 26 celcius or might even be a bit lower.
Thanks god that these few days there is rain fall.
Looking back 1 week ago, the haze is so TERRIBLE.
I almost can't see the tall and stylish Menara TM/Telekom.
Just hope that human will start aware of all this and developer should help us go green.
And to the wonderful fantastic government, please wake up and start protect our lovely greenish environment.

Beside that, talking about my job.
Well, i am enjoying it with a group of nice collegueas and lunch partners.
It was fun to enjoy while working as this is the balance that we shall seek.
Is not that WORK means WORK!
Haha~ i used to say PLAY HARD~STUDY SMART!
Now i shall change it to PLAY HARD~WORK SMART!
I am so so so looking forward for this Friday.
Still leaving me this big "?" on Mike's badminton skills.
Look forward to having fun with all of you.

Bout my personal life, well......nothing much to be share.
Maybe just the part my badminton session increase from 1 to 2 and it could even be 3?
I really start to fall in love with this sport.
I'm lovin' it!

That's all for now and hope everything will still continue to be good.
Feeling thankful for everything around me.