Well,a new year a new beginning a new journey a new mission of course~
2008 will be a total different world for me.
Without love at the beginning of the year.
Study pressure is on.
And er......my resolution will be something like below:
1)LEARN how to save money~
2)STOP saying vulgar words~
3)MUST PASS my academic~
4)FIND a good job~
5)FIND my true love?
Haha.....who knows?Hope can complete some of it will be something i feel proud of.
Especially my academic and financial.
Justin GO GO GO!!!!
03 January 2008
02 January 2008
Review of 2007
All the while i thought i really a happy go lucky guy.
I've got a lovely and nice gf,i got a good family that is so supportive,my academic is ok since i can pass and financially i don't have big problem with it.
Everything starting to change slowly and end up i wasn't having a good year after all.
I start questioned myself,what have i did for the year 2007?
Beside busy taking care of my ex-gf and managing that relationship,i really don't know what other achievement and improvement i have.
Conclusion is i never do anything meaningful.
In the end of the year,my relationship finally fallen and collapse.
It was one of my hardest time i had throughout 21 years in my life.
Guess i really love her too much and need her too much.
But,something can't be forced.So i just can let it flow naturally and see what in future "we" will be.
During my break up,i cried.
Though boys shouldn't cry,but i really can't hold it.
Er.........maybe aquarius should live this way?
But well,thanks to some of my friends who keep on find me go out,they make me let go easier.
Thus i know,life should be filled with friendship more than relationship in a certain level.
Well,that's not the end of my bad luck run.
I flunk in my business stat again.
This round i need to sit for supp paper.
I start wondering am i really that dumb and stupid or is it that miss dislike me?
I really worried bout my result.
I wanted to pass it.I felt so confidence for my last paper.
How come i flunk?
It is a big SURPRISE to me.
Haihz,guess i can say is luck have their cycle.
We might be lucky for a long duration,but bad luck might be coming any time as well.
Be ready and face it.
Take everything that is happening in our life as a big challenge and cherish it to be our experience.
This is one of the best way to grow stronger and be a better person.
Life is like challenging a big wave.
Cool isn't it?
I've got a lovely and nice gf,i got a good family that is so supportive,my academic is ok since i can pass and financially i don't have big problem with it.
Everything starting to change slowly and end up i wasn't having a good year after all.
I start questioned myself,what have i did for the year 2007?
Beside busy taking care of my ex-gf and managing that relationship,i really don't know what other achievement and improvement i have.
Conclusion is i never do anything meaningful.
In the end of the year,my relationship finally fallen and collapse.
It was one of my hardest time i had throughout 21 years in my life.
Guess i really love her too much and need her too much.
But,something can't be forced.So i just can let it flow naturally and see what in future "we" will be.
During my break up,i cried.
Though boys shouldn't cry,but i really can't hold it.
Er.........maybe aquarius should live this way?
But well,thanks to some of my friends who keep on find me go out,they make me let go easier.
Thus i know,life should be filled with friendship more than relationship in a certain level.
Well,that's not the end of my bad luck run.
I flunk in my business stat again.
This round i need to sit for supp paper.
I start wondering am i really that dumb and stupid or is it that miss dislike me?
I really worried bout my result.
I wanted to pass it.I felt so confidence for my last paper.
How come i flunk?
It is a big SURPRISE to me.
Haihz,guess i can say is luck have their cycle.
We might be lucky for a long duration,but bad luck might be coming any time as well.
Be ready and face it.
Take everything that is happening in our life as a big challenge and cherish it to be our experience.
This is one of the best way to grow stronger and be a better person.
Life is like challenging a big wave.
Cool isn't it?
X'mas and New Year Eve 2007
X'mas eve i was at home with my family.
My second sister ordered a roasted turkey don't know from which restaurant.
It was my first time eating a turkey.
So i can said this is a brand new experience to me.
Turkey really a huge one.It's like 2-3 times of a normal chicken that i eat so often.
Anyway,the taste of the turkey is almost the same as chicken.
Only thing i guess different is that the skin and meat are more rough.
I can't even pull the drumstick or "thigh" with my strength.
Lol~~
Kind of a nice and peaceful x'mas eve i got this year.
Then 31st December 2007,the last day of 2007.
Nothing much different from x'mas since i stay at home at night.
Waiting my boss Aiyak back home and Dota together.
Earlier morning,we both went to time square shop for our Chinese New Year cloths.
We both went to Look Out Point to have our dinner.
Er..........i still love the sizzling chicken chop there.
It was a great meal to have when we are up there at look out point.
And we did saw a few pretty girls.
1 of them is from UCSI.
Aiyak even approach the girl by asking "are you from sedaya?u look familiar."
Lol,and that girl squat down and have a few words with us.
That few words really mean few words as in "Yes....you two also?Ok,thanks....bb"
Er,guess she is too busy working that night.
That's basically what happen for my x'mas and new year eve.
Wish all of my friends and family members a great and happy new year.
All the best to you all.
Farewell 2007,Harlo 2008.
My second sister ordered a roasted turkey don't know from which restaurant.
It was my first time eating a turkey.
So i can said this is a brand new experience to me.
Turkey really a huge one.It's like 2-3 times of a normal chicken that i eat so often.
Anyway,the taste of the turkey is almost the same as chicken.
Only thing i guess different is that the skin and meat are more rough.
I can't even pull the drumstick or "thigh" with my strength.
Lol~~
Kind of a nice and peaceful x'mas eve i got this year.
Then 31st December 2007,the last day of 2007.
Nothing much different from x'mas since i stay at home at night.
Waiting my boss Aiyak back home and Dota together.
Earlier morning,we both went to time square shop for our Chinese New Year cloths.
We both went to Look Out Point to have our dinner.
Er..........i still love the sizzling chicken chop there.
It was a great meal to have when we are up there at look out point.
And we did saw a few pretty girls.
1 of them is from UCSI.
Aiyak even approach the girl by asking "are you from sedaya?u look familiar."
Lol,and that girl squat down and have a few words with us.
That few words really mean few words as in "Yes....you two also?Ok,thanks....bb"
Er,guess she is too busy working that night.
That's basically what happen for my x'mas and new year eve.
Wish all of my friends and family members a great and happy new year.
All the best to you all.
Farewell 2007,Harlo 2008.
24 December 2007
Yen Is Back
Today at around 2pm+ she bring back yen to me.
She also give back everything that i gave her except those birthday gift.
I start wondering how is she going to charge her MP4 player since her MP4 charger spoil?
Anyway,i still hope i can be around to help her and she will accept my help.
Though we are not couple,but as a friend we also should be helping each other.
If my friend ask me,what's my feelings towards her now.......
I think i will just keep it to myself.
Yen is back,my mum nag at me.
She even comment bout my relationship.
And i do take her advise and i think next time i will be a better person.
Thanks mum~you are always the best.
There is lots more thing need to be settle down when Yen is here.
Life is going to be more challenging i guess?
She also give back everything that i gave her except those birthday gift.
I start wondering how is she going to charge her MP4 player since her MP4 charger spoil?
Anyway,i still hope i can be around to help her and she will accept my help.
Though we are not couple,but as a friend we also should be helping each other.
If my friend ask me,what's my feelings towards her now.......
I think i will just keep it to myself.
Yen is back,my mum nag at me.
She even comment bout my relationship.
And i do take her advise and i think next time i will be a better person.
Thanks mum~you are always the best.
There is lots more thing need to be settle down when Yen is here.
Life is going to be more challenging i guess?
23 December 2007
Fix Pc Problem
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Here is a site where it save my pc after i format it.
I realise this site could be helpful for pc solution.
Thus i include it in my blog so that in future if i face the same error or different error,i can use this link as my guide.
Here is a site where it save my pc after i format it.
I realise this site could be helpful for pc solution.
Thus i include it in my blog so that in future if i face the same error or different error,i can use this link as my guide.
21 December 2007
Hard works Pay Off
Effort that poured in and sweats that drop will see the fruitful result in the end.
I really wonder why ppl still work hard and strive so hard sometimes.
After this few days,i really understand things really never come easy and smoothly.
All we can do is just keep on try and try and try.Never give up and just keep on try.
If fell down,never say "We can't" and we should stand up and continue move forward.
Journey is a bumpy road with unexpected waves.
Never think impossible and not achievable.
If there is a will,there is a way.
"Winners never quit,and quitters never win."
Every successful story comes with a bitter experience.
I really wonder why ppl still work hard and strive so hard sometimes.
After this few days,i really understand things really never come easy and smoothly.
All we can do is just keep on try and try and try.Never give up and just keep on try.
If fell down,never say "We can't" and we should stand up and continue move forward.
Journey is a bumpy road with unexpected waves.
Never think impossible and not achievable.
If there is a will,there is a way.
"Winners never quit,and quitters never win."
Every successful story comes with a bitter experience.
Unspoken Words
How hard to say out something in our heart?
Not at all?
But when i chat with her,i am being silly.
Asking craps and talking bullshit.
Haha...and i get back cold feedback and response.
Fine,since we are both are not connected anymore.
But still there is so much i want to ask and talk with her.
I am worried bout her health and and her family.
Anyway,i know my position and i shouldn't ask too much or say too much.
But like Yen,i wanted to ask when is she going to give me back.
But still i feel so hard to ask out or voice out.
Well,i shall just wait and let her be.
Maybe she is not willing and really hard to bid farewell too.
Well,human are totally a very emotional mammal.
Hope i can really help her lighten her burden and problem though we are not couple,
What are friends for?
"Saying much will just lead to more misunderstand."
Not at all?
But when i chat with her,i am being silly.
Asking craps and talking bullshit.
Haha...and i get back cold feedback and response.
Fine,since we are both are not connected anymore.
But still there is so much i want to ask and talk with her.
I am worried bout her health and and her family.
Anyway,i know my position and i shouldn't ask too much or say too much.
But like Yen,i wanted to ask when is she going to give me back.
But still i feel so hard to ask out or voice out.
Well,i shall just wait and let her be.
Maybe she is not willing and really hard to bid farewell too.
Well,human are totally a very emotional mammal.
Hope i can really help her lighten her burden and problem though we are not couple,
What are friends for?
"Saying much will just lead to more misunderstand."
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