31 December 2009

31/12/2009

Being the last day of 2009, i hope everything will be gone.
May good luck be with me , my loved one and my family for the whole 2010.
Friends, no matter how bad things goes in 2009, let it go.
Is time to move forward and start a brand new year with new vision.
2010 will always be something good as "10" means perfect.
Hope all of you have a wild time party-ing tonight but take care as well.
Lets welcome 2010!

Bon Voyage 2009.....
Hola 2010!

28 December 2009

28/12/2009

The last post was on 22/11/2009.
And now is already 28/12/2009.
So much to be done and so much to catch up.
Christmas just past and i had a quite tiring christmas this year.
Attending my gf's friend wedding dinner on the christmas night, and the next morning fetch her to to be "ji mui" for her friend wedding.
From that moment, i can understand that marriage is not easy.
There is so many thing that need to be done and it is an exhausting day for a new pair.
Imagine that they need to go through all the ritual, and dinner.
Is not easy..........
Better consider seriously on how we wanna make this special day really SPECIAL for ourselves.

Now is time to bid farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010.
Is time to plan ahead on our goals and resolution.
Make sure to be more self discipline in order to achieve it.
Hoho~
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends.

23 November 2009

Needs vs Demands

Life is always full of needs vs demands.
And, i really hate it deep down in my heart.
The devil in my heart keeps attracting me to buy certain items which i don't really in need.
For example: Handphone (Owh, W995 my love), and Nintendo Wii (I love the playing concept)
The though of purchasing all this items were at a very high level once a while.
But i've got to hold myself back and don't buy it.
I got to know that i only should spend for what i need but not to spend into demands.
There are unlimited demands, but there is limited needs.
So i really need to practice to spend on what is necessary and try to let go of demands.
I really need to save more money for rainy day.
As life is full of unpredictable it is always a wise move to save as many as we can rather than finding it during emergency.
I will always keep on remind myself of the difficult times without money, and demands are just a bonus that we should buy ONLY IF we got extra cash in hand.

Fear no evil, see no evil, hear no evil. wakakaka~

11 November 2009

Stop Being Emotional - To All My Lovely Friend

Emotional is always a topic among human.

Work stress, family problem, personal matters, relationship problem and etc will just lead it to another big emotional issue.

Why can’t we just take thing easy? If there is problem we should just face it and solve it.

If unhappy, we should just try to think in the positive way.

If feeling frustrated or annoyed, we can just take a deep breath and relax our mind for a moment.

So what is the point of being so EMOTIONAL and showing others you are IN DAMN mood?

Does that resolve a problem or making it worst?

Enthusiasm is contagious and it even makes people from care become fear.

People, who actually care about that person, will become so afraid to approach him/her.

Is not once a in a blue while for this kind of emotional attitude.

But is an on and off issue which lead others to frustration as well I believe.

Guys and girls, life is short. We never know what will happen tomorrow.

Live life to the max and cherish every second we have.

Life is not just about you, but it is also about each and everyone that care so much and love you so much.

Don’t make others unhappy just because you are so emotional and puzzled yourself.

Voice it out so others will be a good listener to understand and help you out.

Be positive, stay positive, live positive.

The best way to solve problem is to stay positive and look for a solution, not being emotional and show your temper to others.

THAT JUST DON'T HELP YOU TO ANYWHERE.

31 October 2009

31/10/2009

Just come in and say tired.
Siao liao me since no one to chat with.
hahahaha~

26 October 2009

H vs D

It was a great day as i expected for work today.
Cause i know my boss will not be around and i will feel more at ease.
As my working day started, i do my part as usual.
Well, monday blues. Things work at a very slow pace.
But time flies and all of a sudden it is lunch hour.
Kinda in a delighted mood.

After lunch, i continue to work.
But suddenly Ms. Chong wave to me with an envelope showing to the above floor.
I thought she want to go Account department to pass document.
But while she is standing at the entrance she still calling me.
I was wondering what is happening?
I think it might be connected to me so i go to the small interview room since she is inside.
And then she hand me the envelope and it is actually my confirmation letter.
I was surprise and really happy at the same time.
Officially this is my 2nd job and 1st time i get confirmation letter.
It makes me feel so delighted and great.
I was like "What a DAY".
Nevertheless, once i receive this good news i shared it with the person who meant so much to me.
I hope she will be the 1st to know it and shared with me.




While typing this, i really wondering shall i just continue with it or not.
There is no place for me to share my feelings and thoughts.
Though i seldom blog, but i truly understand that when i face anything happy or sad, here i will be.
It been almost 1 year since i started this blog.
Here have been a good place to me to tell out everything.
But now i don't know and i really mean don't know.


I pause myself from typing.
And i guess i don't have the courage to continue type it.....

23 October 2009

Another Hurdle

Life will never be that smooth sailing as we expected it to be.
We are always given choice and we need to decide.
But what is right and what is wrong? You tell me.
I thought I was in a right track of my job.
I already ignore the hatred of me against office job and paper work.
In my mind I just think that if this job gives me a stable and bright career, I will just take up this challenge.

As I was working here for 3 months I start feel that things is not right.
Learning and Development coordinator?
Is more like an assistant to my bosses and external trainer.

I would say my job scope now is:

-Data Entry
-Email candidates on the confirmed training venue and date.
-Email candidates bout changes.
-Email head of department about the evaluation form dateline.
-Chase head of department for the evaluation form.
-Key in data for individual training, in house and external training, and etc.
-If trainers don’t have flip chart, I will need to provide to them. Same goes to other materials.

To make it worst now I am ASKED to sit in for training.
I’ve got nothing to do buy to help them on:

-Change battery if mic run out of battery.
-Help them refill water if their pot no more water.
-Provide them with flip chart and extension cords.

In simple, I am just doing a multi tasking job.
To fulfill their request.
DAMN~
It just makes me feel that I am so useless and I gain nothing working in here.
Just the salary but not working experience.

I need working experience to cover my low education level.
There is no time for me to waste in order for me to get a better job offer in the future.
Beside that, my boss is another issue which I don’t want to mention just yet.

I feel like I want to hand in a transfer request to somewhere else where I can learn and development myself more.

I need to take on the world!!!!
Fly Justin!